October 21, 2014

leaning forward


some realizations about the new hair:
1. straight out of bed hair is ...not so great anymore, the hair needs some attention, namely,
2. wax. thank god doctor has some, i borrowed from him.
3. looks like i will be dyeing my hair much more often...

im so used to "wash & go" this seems very high maintenance. and my experience in styling hair is... well, limited. i think i need to google and talk to people who have more experience in this.
 
and what is this...   well a turkish cleaning lady of course. i havent seen statistics on their work related deaths but they may well be high. (those numbers for turkey overall are VERY grim).


a week ago my old high school friend posted this highly debated new article on FB (the one about a study that says women dont have vaginal orgasms...pfff) , and a friend of his commented on it and referred to some statistics regarding turkish women. so i then asked this friend off topic where the numbers came from and it turns out it was a study hes conducted in Istanbul. so we start to talk and turns out this guy is practically my neighbor. he has been studying womens sexuality for a long time here and said he would give me some books he wrote on it, and he sent me the surveys too which i was interested in. the sad news is that the sexual behavior and thoughts of young educated turkish women have changed considerably in the past 20 years...for the worse imho. the women have less orgasms, less partners, suddenly virginity on a wedding night is valued again etc. the figures are horrible :( and now that i talked with some turkish friends, they agree that the country was more liberal in the 90s (the first survey was from 1993). uff. so anyway on saturday i met this friend of a friend (Ümit is his name). he is a professor of pharmacology so we had plenty to talk about in that field too! but we covered sex & health education, scandinavian depression and turkish women in detail. inspiring discussions. and i came home with some suggestions to try (dopamin, melatonin, 5HTP etc). lets see, now googling hard.

Ümit is a big fan of tea as well and suggested i try black tea (called "gunpowder") and melissa tea. i do not like tea but somehow felt impulsive so i decided to try. this is day #2 of trying, and im not yet impressed, almost had a nap yesterday afternoon after this "gunpowder", and last night i stayed up until 6am, after 2 glasses of melissa tea past midnight. im not expecting these things to work like medical products but i think this is very unlucky. i do believe these experiences are very individual, and perhaps im so used to all the toxic waste and chemicals i normally consume, that these just wont even make me blink an eye. and im not sure if i am imagining, but i feel like both teas make me feel sort of nauseous?? 
im glad i found this proper tea mug in our cup board, we got it as a gift from someone, and i didnt even know what its for. lets put it to good use. i have to say, very messy and complicated though. 

Miriam suggested me a book (or, alternatively, the authors TEDtalk), Esther Perel's Mating in Captivity. it was 9,99usd for Kindle so clickety-click... i already started reading. she tends to have interesting suggestions so i did not even read a description or a bloody review, i trusted her recommendation and the interesting title. 

i havent cooked for a long time. but today while doing a shopping round in the neighborhood i opened BigOven app in my phone, it has a great feature where you write 2 or 3 ingredients that you have already, and it will suggest some recipes based on that. i started off with spinach and chicken. and chose a pasta food since one was available. although it required me to buy gorgonzola cheese and cherry tomatoes and whatnot...    overall it was too complicated, although the end results was tasty. recipe here.

dinner; served with a "you know i wouldnt do shit like this if i was alone, right? i do it for you." but in the cutest tone possible.


October 17, 2014

feeling like myself again


our new projector is looking good, we are happy with it. seems impossible (without a lot of effort) to get a photo that showcases the 'screen' watching experience we have, but here my best half-assed try.


beats a bulky black television hanging on the wall any day.

Miriam finally has a smart phone and whatsapp...  connecting just got easier. and nokia had (unfortunately) nothing to do with it.

i think Miriam subconsciously inspired my new haircut too. now im really starting to look like a "bitchy feminist"...  which is great? at least i like the look. the short side could use some more work, but im not sure what...  the hairdressers here are not very good with this type of stuff...i might be better off going to a barber. but for now im happy. i havent changed my hair so radically in years so its an odd feeling.

after the left side was cut short it was clear that i need to dye my hair again. its only been a week but... 1 have 3-5mm of brown growth, not too visible in photos but horrible in real life. operation hair dye then...


and doctor *loves* my new haircut.

there was an ebola scare at his hospital on wednesday night. a patient with high fever and flu like symptoms, who had returned from that part of africa 2 weeks ago. turkish health ministry instructions dictate that these kind of patients are assumed ebola until proven otherwise. im sure its the same everywhere else, but im a little bit proud my doctor followed the rule book and the patient was put in isolation and proper safety measures taken. it was a huge mess of course, the media ran to the scene etc. by morning the tests for malaria came back positive, so the situation solved. i was already thinking to myself i better move to sleep on the couch and take some distance, although doctor did not touch the patient.


tonight my friend is hosting a 'Mexican Fiesta' party, looking forward to those tastes!

October 14, 2014

stretching the brain cell

today besides my usual work i got some mental exercise from trying to set up some automated tests with Selenium Builder. i am just testing it to see if it fits my/our purposes at work. incredibly easy to use, but of course lacking some fine tuning then.

 im also checking out Applitools. slightly harder to set up and the focus is on automating visual regression testing.


i have since made more space to be practical, but this is my messy set up from last week:

i still need to make some arrangements, and i could use a slightly wider table to help me out. the make up however, is not going anywhere, i need it close by!

doctors birthday gift, finally pictured in flesh...Samsung Tab 4. 


and then we got YET another 'toy'. an Acer projector. it was about time we switched, the old one was like a starry sky...on a very dark night. and the tech service told us a new LCD will cost as much as a new projector all together. i think it might still make do at an orphanage or charity run school for refugees - will donate it to one of those. now, its time to present: Acer H5380BD;

doctor seems quite happy about it. and me too, i guess. my only issue is that this is slightly bigger than the old one :( arent these things supposed to get smaller with technical advancements??

34 things u can do with coffee grounds. i suspect some of those may be poor alternatives to other options (like using them as gravel on icy sidewalks, home made soap) or plain BS (remove dark circles from under your eyes), but others... i will try.

i have also bought some things just for myself...  i went to Mango and found this dress...its a bit turkish (all the lace...oh lord), but i felt like i should have something slightly dressy for ...birthday parties or whatever, all my clothes are very casual. this one fit the bill and was 13,50tl/4,5e.

2 skirts i got from someone 2nd hand;  the grey woolly skirt has a funky form and the more fitted one is army green.


October 11, 2014

girlfight


today, maybe inspired by my week with the mac, i finally took my MINIPUPU laptop to Volkan and we installed Ubuntu on it. im glad i went to him because alone, im not sure how many hours i wouldve spent on it, the first try was not succesful. so far my initial thoughts are that it has a smooth ideology, just the execution is a bit bumpy. kind of as i expected. i may sound obnoxious, but there are reasons (besides corporate capitalism & lobbying & conspiracy theories etc) why especially Windows is so popular. stable and easy to use operating systems are hard to make (and W only succeeds every 2nd time...). anyway, i will continue my critical evaluation...

hahaa...  i just watched a trailer (Exodus: Gods & Kings, for the record) and it says "from the director of Gladiator" as a sales point...  okay, true, Ridley Scott did direct Gladiator, and sure, its similar to this so it makes sense. but i was a bit baffled anyway when i saw it, cos for me Ridley Scott will always be Blade Runner, Alien...     but yeah, the more i think of it (which is over 30 seconds now), the better i understand why they must refer to Gladiator in this instance.

turkish government recently allowed headscarves for students, while banning tattoos, piercings and make up. yeah. all this would make for a great reality show if fast forwarded 5 yrs, i would call it Turkey goes Iran. the Kobane thing and that, im not gonna go there. i have my first world problems here, like the stream feature gone missing from my utorrent.

i ended up looking for new reality tv food again after watching the '6 months later' episode of Married At First Sight. lovely show, more real than...typical reality show. maybe because with an actual marriage the shit just got real, its not ur usual dating show. anyway, i found Face Off! make up special effects show. reminds me of my more artistic times of course. great entertainment. also the new season of Ultimate Fighter has recently started. its womens strawweight season...:D

 random.

October 10, 2014

vikkelillä sormilla tämäkin toimii


nyt oon 2 päivää testaillu verkkosivuja silleen että silmissä vilisee...  mutta eilinen tuotannon päivitys sujui taas aika hyvin vaikka itse sanonkin :)  pieneen henkiseen väsymykseen vaikuttanee myös tuo uusi työkaveri eli mäkki, pitää työn tuoksinnassa asennella juttuja ja toki siinä on muutama jännittävä "ominaisuus" tuottanut harmaita hiuksia... mutta ei mitään mistä en selviäisi. aika moni asia selviää vain googlettamalla oikea näppäinyhdistelmä...

yksi mäkin sivuvaikutus ei tullut yllätyksenä; tarvii etsiä joillekin tutuille ohjelmille vastaava mac-versio. siinähän googlettelen sitten...  screenshottien kanssa olen etenkin hikoillut, OSX:n natiiviominaisuudet ei oo just niinku haluaisin joten latasin erillisen ohjelman, mutta sekin on vähän erikoinen käyttää. voi olla että en vaan osaa?

lääkäri lähti eilenaamuna suoraan yövuorosta kentälle ja lensi Mersiniin eli kotikaupunkiinsa. kerran kahdessa vuodessa on ihan hyvä... ja tänään on sen synttäri, mutta kun huomattiin viime viikolla että sillä on 3 päivää lomaa putkeen niin se oli sellainen tilaisuus jota ei oikeen kehdannut ohittaa, muuten kyläily voisi taas siirtyä vuodella...

Under the Dome alkoi ihan lupaavasti, tai lähtöasetelma ainakin oli mielenkiintoinen, mutta jo ekan kauden puolessavälissä se alko olla sellasta ihme teinijännitysbs:ää...ja toinen kausi on mennyt kepeästi fast forwardilla. enenevässä määrin. järkyttävää paskaa. ja joku kaveri huomautti hyvin että kys. sarja on aika kova win8 mainos. no todella.mistä tuli mieleeni, lääkäri asensi jo koneelleen win10:n jonkun previewn:n... katsotaan mitä siitä tulee. joka toinenhan pitäs olla hyvä, katsotaan jos näin on.

HS: perätön raiskausilmoitus toi ehdollista vankeutta. ihan oikein. noita on tietääkseni ikävän paljon. toki vielä enemmän on raiskauksia joita ei ikinä ilmoiteta koska se vaan on aika vaikea juttu, maassa kuin maassa ja naiselle kuin naiselle (tai miehelle!). mutta silti noihin kostoilmoituksiinkin pitää puuttua, se on tosi häpeämätöntä touhua se...




October 07, 2014

then, Mavericks!

our over month long queue of guests has come to an end, as Sebastian left for the airport yesterday. what a weekend! and what a month! i need rest after this.

but first things first, i had 89 emails (!) in my work inbox yesterday morning :D not all personally sent to me of course, but things to look into or keep an eye on, re: release management & testing. the colleague that was ill last week and whom i covered now left on a 2 week vacation so i will continue doing her job too - big shoes to fill. but last week went well actually. work wise, i am doing less and less anything else now, i still have 2-3 translation clients that keep coming to me with stuff but its not too much. i dont have any testing related freelance gigs now either, but i think i want to keep doing something on the side just for variety and learning...  overall im happy just working for this one company and client. AND, this brings me to an addition to our family, a Macbook Air! my employer gave it to me for work and Sebastian was kind enough to pick it up from the office and bring it in his hand luggage.

now, i am known to not be mac-friendly. actually im not a hater either, i think "to each their own" honestly, i personally just love my Win7 and i am very religious about keeping things the way they are. for work though, ok, whatever, i dont have feelings about the computer... i just require it to work. and im sure this mac will do just that. they are "notorious" for being smooth and easy to use, right? (the phone is!) so thats what i will expect. while i can of course use a mac for daily stuff i bet there is a lot to learn...  but for the reason i already mentioned, i dont expect the road to be rocky. my first mac related google search though? "how to lift a macbook air lid". seriously. because the lid is so thin and smooth, and i didnt notice the crease on the bottom in the middle, i was like fuuuuck, how do people open these...  


now, between doctor and me, we have 5 computers and 1 tablet. its starting to feel like a big family. a lot of responsibility. i had some dilemmas naming this newbie, but in the end i settled for DUUNIPUPU. "work bunny", which does not really sound as good as it does in finnish.

sunday night in Taksim.



im not proud of it but on saturday i definitely had the worst hangover ever. and by ever i mean one that ive ever experienced. lets not top this record. i blame it on my finnish guest, these things dont really happen when finns are not around! without going into too much gross detail, i was suffering a lot. when doctor arrived from work around around 3pm on saturday, i was laying on bathroom floor - the cold tile almost made me feel better. and toilet bowl was close enough, i was feeling like the painkiller i just ingested would try to creep back up... doctor prescribed me a hangover drink and mixed a vodka energy drink. well i would have thought of that myself but it was not possible to keep anything inside until that point. and just holding a glass sitting up was a struggle. sip by sip i worked on it though and sure enough, in a short while i felt almost human again. sitting there, on the bathroom floor with my better half next to me and Sebastian keeping us company nearby i felt lucky and emotional. surviving a killer hangover does that you. maybe writing this down will serve as a slight reminder, for a while... 


Sebastian, enjoying Istanbul & Efes (and shots!).




October 03, 2014

another KitKat...

today is the day i moved my summer shoes from the hall to the ..."shoe room", aka doctors room. the day temperatures are around 19-23 and i even need warm socks inside the house, there is no way im going out in sandals anymore. BUT, the other day i bought shoes for the fall/winter! real leather, sturdy heels - got them from another expat who had bought the wrong size essentially... 


me and Arttu watching telly when he was here.  
 


doctor has a birthday next week and i was struggling over what to get him, its a semi-round number after all, 35! Arttu pushed me towards the gadgets, which doctor loves...  so eventually i got a 10" Samsung tablet. i couldnt keep it a secret very long of course and gave it last night. i had essentially started leading doctor astray like a week ago, when he was talking about buying a proper, good quality umbrella. i said i will get it for him as a birthday gift! i would think thats an odd gift but i knew he wouldnt object. anyway, yesterday i said i found the perfect umbrella, and he was somewhat worried about it, asking the diameter of the umbrella etc :D i had him close his eyes and gave a pink box...and enjoyed seeing his face when in the box he found a printed picture of an umbrella and his tablet. i love seeing him happy like that. its not the fanciest tablet around but its not certain how useful it will be (his phone being almost the size of a tablet), i figured if he loves, he will buy the fancy model next year - fair enough?


Sebastian arrives tonight, i gotta get ready for an Istanbul Tour weekend... 

October 01, 2014

kovemmat kädet

Arttu lähti eilen kotimatkalle. ja Sebastian tulee ylihuomenna. taas pari päivää hengähdys (ja siivous) taukoa. sain aika hyvän nuhan, mutta nukkumalla viime yönä melkeen 11h olen saanut sen jotakuinkin hoideltua. nyt pitää enää rasvata niistämisestä kärsinyt nenä kuntoon, siihen menee käytännössä toinen päivä tai pari.

kollega töissä (helsingissä) on sairaana joten otin vastuulleni hänen release management hommansa tällä viikolla - uutta ja jännittävää - vaikka silleen vähän tuttua kun testaajana tietty olen prosessissa mukana. mutta nyt olen itse se ihminen kenen kanssa yleensä olen tekemisissä :D tänään kuitenkin regressiotestailin 7h putkeen ja sen jälkeen olin jotakuinkin silmät ristissä. se on yllättävän vaativaa kun kokoajan keskittyy jokaisen visuaaliseen elementtiin ja miettii että onko tää se lopputulos mikä piti olla. sitten vielä tunti englannin opetusta, en ole raaskinut lopettaa tunteja yhden oppilaan (Seyda) kanssa joka on tosi mukava. pitää ajatella sitä taskurahana... 

soitin verotoimistoon kysyäkseni jostain ja tuli esiin että olen ollut ulkomailal yhtäjaksoisesti yli 3 vuotta. verotoimiston tyyppi oli sitä mieltä että 2014 ja siitä eteenpäin olen vain rajallisesti verovelvollinen, jolloin mun ei tarvitsisi muka maksaa veroja enää suomeen duunistani. vaan siis turkkiin. öööö. kuulostaa ensi ajatuksena kivalta, niitähän vois olla sitten maksamatta mihinkään, teoriassa. mutta noi verot on kyllä vähän sellanen juttu joka voi tulla vastaan myöhemmin. joten voisin niitä maksaa kyllä. sitten kysymys on että mihin. mä olen kokenut täm paikallisen järjestelmän toimimattomuuden niin monella tapaa että vähän epäilyttää. oliskohan veroprosentti eri? kertyiskö siitä eläkettä vai kertyiskö se delleen suomeen? paljon kysymyksiä. mä oikeesti ehkä haluan maksaa veroja suomeen? sovittiin sen verotyypin kaa etten tee nyt mitään, ne saattaa lähettää mulle joskus postia asiasta jos huomaavat, tai sitten voin itse ottaa asian esille keväällä kun saan sen veroehdotuksen. just nyt ei ehkä kiinnosta.

nyt vapaa ilta, yksin kotona osa VIII. aion reilusti katsoa telkkaria ja relata (uudet sarjat Selfie, Manhattan Love Story, Vain Elämää 2. jakso - jos mielenkiinto pysyy yllä - ja sit vielä mitä jaksaa...Good Wifen, Foreverin tai Ink Masterin viimeisin jakso). Vain Elämään ekaa jaksoa jaksoin melkeen loppuun asti, olen Vesa-Matti Loirin fani mutta ohjelman hidas on kai vähän raskas kun on tottunut jenkkikamaan ja muutenkin vähän keskittyminen herpaantunut.

/edit Paula Vesalan Vain Elämää -jaksoa en jaksanut kuin puoleen väliin ja Selfietä 5min. olisihan se pitänyt arvata. paras siirtyä tuttujen ja turvallisten pariin.  

September 27, 2014

drought continues


Kadiköy water cuts continue today. should return by 11pm but i have no reason to believe the info the ISKI website ...  glad i filled the water bottles last night.

just checked with doctor that indeed my health check up included an xray for tuberculosis. fuck that, im not getting 'rayed once a year! i understand its still a concern in turkey (22 per 100 000 people in 2012), but i dont want to get x-rays "just in case" (i rather get my cancer from artificial sweeteners or whatever it is thats causing cancer these days).

random: delivery guy moving furniture downhill.

since the landlord and plumbers decided that fixing the under floor plumbing is not feasible (read: too expensive), we just put a marble doorsill in the doorway with silicone. hopefully keeps the water at bay when the next flood hits our kitchen.

Liman kahve's garden expanded, they basically broke the walls between the 3 bars next to each other in the back, so in the front on the street, there are 3 doors and bar signs, but walking through the bar you will find a huge combined garden in the back. below is one corner of it. 

random: public toilet in an underpass (in Karaköy).

breakfast at Van Kahvalti a few days ago. the weather was on our side and the offerings plentiful...   im not a big fan of turkish breakfast but i still got full (bread & egg!).


September 26, 2014

dehydrating but healthy

the other day i went for my yearly full check up, the one my health insurance offers. since im free to go to any hospital i picked the fancy Kadiköy Sifa which is just 200m from my home.

"Yapi Kredi insurance family physician"

i showed up at the appointment and a nurse came to pick me up and took me to another waiting room. from there, another nurse came to get me and drew some blood and got my EKG. then back to waiting room. then yet another nurse came and i have no idea but it looked like a modern x-ray machine...  an image of my chest? for what, tuberculosis?? lol. back to waiting room.
 
then a nurse offered me a urine sample cup. come on, i had not eaten or drunk anything for 12 hours because i was asked not to! she handed me a coupon for breakfast and sent me to the rooftop cafe and told me to come back when i can "perform". fair enough.


the view was nice. after breakfast and peeing in the cup i was finally taken back to wait for the good doctor. she was a nice lady in her 50s. she took my history, checked my blood pressure etc. all the basics. told me to call back in the afternoon for the lab results.

there was quite a bit of waiting involved but all in all i would say the process was like a well oiled machine. for the record, my lab results were perfect :D

restaurant Benzin.not the greatest but we decided to have dinner there.

the vegetarian options at Benzin included "boiled chicken". hmm.


for the past 24h we havent had water...  they are doing some work in the area, supposedly. could be. or the drought finally caught up to the city and they are rationing it, about a month ago it was said that Istanbul only has water left for 50 more days (unless something happens, and something certainly didnt happen). i then calculated that at least all the guests would have left by the time it happened. but now i have Arttu here, suffering with me (doctor is not suffering cos he "gets to" spend so much time at the hospital, where they have water).
im thinking tomorrow we need to splurge on a spa or something if the water is not back.

new shows started this week!
Scorpion - slightly adolescent....ok, very adolescent "smart guys save the world" drama
Madame Secretary - "serious political drama" with the hero woman & US saves the world take on it
Forever - very cheesy crime solving series with an immortal guy as the Sherlock, visually neat though

Shark Tank and Amazing Race start tomorrow as well :)

sunday will be our 4,5 yr anniversary! thats a LONG time :)

September 23, 2014

the things people want and need



I just noticed Married at First Sight (US) has aired! i was really waiting for it...  and i find it great! of course there is some of that reality tv effect, cameras following people. but the individuals are genuine and you really see them getting to know each other, starting from the wedding. and the sociologist and psychologist occasionally make some comments. and i can see how and why they matched these specific individuals. it still might not work of course, because not everything can be calculated, but im surprised how much they have considered things. im hoping that out of the 3 couples at least 1 stay together after their 1 month experiment (i could just google but i need to see it for myself). in addition some of this stuff actually makes me realize new things. like how ive always looked for a partner that has a stable family background (which hopefully makes them stable, willing to commit and trusting) since i didnt really have that. well i have been aware of how i look for security, but lets say that some of the things in the show gave me some new angles to it.

Kate Bush: Wuthering Heights - very awkward song but for some reason i enjoy it today.

September 21, 2014

erätauko

muutaman tunnin breikki vieraiden välissä...Arttu tulee myöhään tänä iltana ja espoolainen perheenisä lähti aamusella. puuh. ja eilen join ehkä just sen yhden pina coladan liikaa joten tänään on henkinen krapula. jolle mun pitäs keksiä joku toinen termi koska se sekoitetaan aina "morkkikseen". mutta teknisesti oikeaa termiä on nihkeä lähteä muuttamaan. mulla on serotoniinitasot jotenkin aika herkät vissiin, ehkä ei yllättävää kun on taipumusta masennukseen. vaikka nyt olenkin ollut jo muutaman vuoden hyvin "epämasentunut" :) lääkärikin on töissä joten saan kärsiä ihan yksikseni huonojen juomatapojeni seuraukset.

iltapäivällä ostin 2nd farkkuhameen yhdeltä toiselta ulkkikselta. hups, tarkennus on jossain vähän muualla.








September 19, 2014

feb 7th - april 13th 2015!!

finally booked flights to Melbourne!!! we were quite antsy when the process seemed to drag on and on... we waited for the exact date confirmation for like a month. anyway now its official, doctor is going for an ICU observership to one of the biggest hospital in Melbourne. the hospital is known for its big and developed ICU so its cool. im super excited for him. maybe more excited than he himself?? or maybe im just excited that i can tag along :D once the dates were confirmed yesterday, i rushed to book flights. the schedule is a bit tight, doctor was not given much time by his own hospital for the "move", the flight itself takes a day, australia is 7h ahead time wise, and finally i booked one day later because the price difference was quite substantial (330e). now, we will arrive in Melbourne at 9pm and the very next morning doctor should find his way to the hospital...  ill book a hotel near the hospital for the first night or 2? yes, im the family organizer.

i feel strange, like if we were traveling to space. its just another country for gods sakes! but so far, oh dear...  i guess its the 2 month thing that makes it so special, im really excited to get to experience an interesting country for a longer period.

of course im worried Malaysian Airlines will go out of business before the trip, but based on quick googling, experts seem to think theyll stay in air at least until next summer even if all goes wrong. they have had other troubles staying in air though, lol... 

things to be thankful for on this glorious day:
  • my shoe size is not 39 or bigger
  • i read and write fluently - when needed
  • my friends dont (seem to) mind my dozens of typos
  • with my acrylic nails, i dont need to worry if my cleaning day is right after my manicure day and so on...
  • my bf is happy with whatever i cook and my housekeeping (which says a lot! about him, that is)
my friend "family man from espoo" arrived to istanbul yesterday. and just round the time his plane landed, it started raining crazy, and it lasted all the way until evening.....  i also wore a long sleeve shirt and tights for the first time after summer yesterday...summer is officially over :(  

September 14, 2014

ei täs mitää

vaihdoin yhden vanhan kouluaikaisen kaverin kanssa pari sanaa facessa, me vaihdetaan kuulumiset ehkä pari kertaa vuoteen. hetken mielijohteesta, kun lomailusta puhuttiin, niin sanoin että voisi tulla käymään täälläkin joskus. hän tuntui innostuvan tästä ihan oikeasti. siis silleen että mahdollisesti toteuttaa tämän. saa nähdä tietysti mutta hassua, ikinä ei tiedä. toki se, pääseekö kaverit käymään riippuu monista seikoista eikä pelkästään motivaatiosta, esim. työtilanne ja muut sovitut lomat tai menot, ja tietty se iänikuinen rahatilanne. ja motivaatioon vaikuttaa varmaan että kiinnostaako Istanbul muuten kaupunkina jne. mulla joku tuttu oli käynyt täällä lapsena ja se reissu oli ollut jotenkin ikävä - en tiedä oliko se oikeasti pääasiallinen syy miksi ei tule, tuskin, mutta jokatapauksessa se oli hänelle turn off.

täällä alkoi päivällä yhtäkkiä sataa kaatamalla, ja silleen sivusuunnassa että tuli suoraan ikkunaan. keksin mielestäni loistoidean eli hain ikkunanpesusuihkeen ja suihkutin pikaiseen ikkunoihin ja sitten ikkunat kiinni (muuten ovat monet sepposen selällään koko kesän). ja tietysti sade sitten samoin tein lakkasikin... se on tällä alueella se tyypillisin sade kesällä, yhtäkkiä tulee vettä kuin saavista 15min tai ehkä tunti, sitten se on ohi. ikkunat kyllä kuivui nopeasti tietysti myös, mutta ei ne musta yhtään puhtaammat ole. live and learn.

historiankirjoihin eli blogiin merkitsen nyt että tänään tein hyvin ison "ostoksen" - mutta ihan mälsää kun en kuitenkaan kirjoita julkisesti että mistä kyse. vois pitää samoin tein privaa päiväkirjaa kun ei mitään kerran voi oikeesti kertoa??? ei kavereiden riitaisista avioeroista eikä omista satunnaisista parisuhdehuolista saati mistään muusta herkullisesta. ainaista "ostin ikeasta X" ja "turkin pääm...presidentti on tyhmä" jne. jaa joo...

parisuhteista sen verran että olen miettinyt ehkä tavallista enemmän viime aikoina että millä mittareilla niitä oikeen "mitataan" ja mikä on hyvä suhde ja millaista oikea kumppanuus on. yks ystävä kysyi et kun meillä tulee pian 4,5v mittariin ni et miltä se tuntuu, onks aika "kulunut siivillä". en tiedä kuuluisko sen kulua siivillä? sanoin et no ehkä tää tuntuu 3 vuodelta, mutta jos tuntuukin 4,5 vuodelta niin ei se kai ole huono. se vaatii ainakin mulla aikaa et oikeasti alkaa luottaa...liekö jonkun ainoon 16-vuotiaana kotoa muuttanen lapsen syndroomaa? miksi se onkin niin vaikeaa, se luottaminen siis?? mut et ei tähän pisteeseen pääse vuodessa tai parissakaan, mä luulen. suhteen pitää marinoitua. sit pitää olla niitä vastoinkäymisiä jotka vahvistaa, tai muita kommervenkkejä, niinku lääkärin taannoinen ensi-apu visiitti ei-omassa sairaalassa.

lääkäri muuten sanoi etten ole enää niin mahdotonta matkaseuraa kuin aluksi, siis en ole enää niin s*tanan takakireä :) mutta bulgarian reissu on nyt aika tarkkaan plänätty! osan reissusta meinaan tehdä töitä etänä, nyt kun suomalaisen työnantajan osa-aika hommat taas jatkuu aktiivisemmin. lomat lomailtu jne. jos hotlan pihassa on uima-altaan vieressä joku kiva pihakeinu niin eiköhän ne hommat siitäkin hoidu, ei tarvi edes huoneessa istua. vai vaikuttaakohan lomamaisemat siihen kuinka velho olen bugien kaivamisessa?

looking for hobbies i guess


Linux fanboys never accept the fact that Windows is simply more practical for MOST people. just like Android, iOS and Lumia etc...  there is a place for everything. and especially the fact that the world pretty much revolves around PC FOR A REASON (not by accident) - Linux people are in denial about that; "but there is a work around that..." "GIMP is a great alternative to Photoshop" "i have a virtual Windows for using that.."...  basically, for a normal person, it seems like life just gets much harder. ok, the normal person will also f*ck up their (PC) computer, download a virus and is therefor occasionally miserable. thats why Mac is an ok option for a lot of people too! Linux, however, i insist, is only for specific needs of specific people. that being said i am thinking of installing Ubuntu on my old MINIPUPU, as a hobby. i think the more tolerable weather (25C) has activated me somehow and i am now in search of stuff to do...  playing with Linux could be one of those things.

Life of Crime wasnt that bad of a movie. actually it was quite ok. i can carefully recommend it.

today 2 guys came to work on the floor disaster. i didnt want to stress about it so i turned my back on it and figured whatever will come, will come. 

finished! better than i expected, actually. we got an invoice too! ok, we did have to ask for it, and pay more of course... but its still pretty historical to get one from a handyman. so we will now deduct the this from our rent.
 he also filled the holes in the kitchen floor. not pretty but decent, does the job. no wonder flats are thoroughly renovated so often here, with the type of things that are being done, and the quality of those things...  it makes sense... 

after the holes and couple months of pondering and a few dozens visits to the flat, nothing will be done to the faulty plumbing after all. so eventually, we can expect another flood. yippee.


also our (mine, eh?) IKEA order arrived today. i got one fitted sheet and one duvet cover for the double duvet we have. it IS difficult to have single and twin size duvets...  we should really switch to either. but im not sure what to do.

September 10, 2014

turkkilainen lattia


ehdin viime viikolla tavata Hanna ja Melisan,  mikä ihan kiva, koska sit perjantaina tuli eka vieras niitä sit riittää seuraava kuukausi+...  voi jäädä muu sosiaalinen elämä aika vähälle. Melisa on muuttanut joten kävin tarkistamassa sen uuden kämpän, ja tosi kivahan se oli.

mietin välillä sitä että olen ehkä viettänyt aika paljon aikaa internetissä osittain sitä kautta  ulkomailla, mutta olen tutustunut aika ihmeellisiin tyyppeihin myös. satoihin varmaan. ihan livenäkin. facea selatessa tuossa luin yhden entisen työkaverin postausta, se oli mun kollega kun opetin englantia, emmekä sen koommin nähneet - eli ei mikään läheinen tuttu. vaihdettiin pari sanaa joskus tuntien välissä siellä koululla. vähän ennen mun lopettamista tyyppi vaan antoi mulle käteen skientologien "raamatun" ja olin et "aijaa...". oikeastaan uskontoa ei silloinkaan mainittu, se vaan puhu siitä et haluaa antaa mulle tällasen kirjan.....   ehkä jotkut asiat sillon loksahti paikoilleen. anyway, luin sitä kyllä mielenkiinnolla. aina kannattaa selvittää mistä on kyse. ei siis olla hirveesti oltu tekemisissä mutta facebook mahdollistaa kaikenlaista. saa seurata puolituttujen elämää. ei pääse unohtuu kuinka erilaisia ihmiset on.

 mut siis joo, mulla on näköjää facessa myös yhden ystävän ex-poikkis, jostain vuodelta ...2004. tavattiin sillonkin ehkä kaks kertaa. mikäs siinä, seuraillessa mihin sitäkin elämä vie.

vesivahinkolattia-asia on edennyt silleen, ettei se ole juuri edennyt. tietenkään. kovasti joku on aina tullut katsomaan ja todennut että joo, ensi tiistaina tai lauantaina, tai joku toinen tulee, kunhan...   ja mitä tulee siihen itse ongelmaan eli keittiön ali menevän putken korjaamiseen, niin yksi setä kävi ja teki reiän lattiaan ja totesi sitten että joo ei, ei voi korjaa, ja lähti. reikä on hieno, silti. no mutta joku lattia-setä nyt kävi repimässä "hieman" tiellä olevat laudat sentään irti (jotta ulko-oven saisi auki) ja lupasi palata myöhemmin uusien lautojen kera...  katsotaan.

eka

ja sit...



 what?? "joo ei pysty."



ostin tänään uuden taulupohjan (kanvaasi suomeksi?). sain edellisen söherryksen valmiiksi kun joku FB:n buy, sell & swap ryhmässä tarjosi taidetta vastaan pientä import-ruokasettiä: possumakkaraa, joku pieni viinapullo ja vaahterasiirappia. makkarastahan mä lähinnä olin kiinnostunut, joten kaivoin maalit esiin ja voilá. ei tarvia miettiä mitä sillekin tekis, voi hyvin aloittaa uuden. en oikeen tiedä miksi maalaan, en suoranaisesti koe siitä inspiroituvani tai mitään, mutta ehkä saan siitä jotain koska kuitenkin vapaaehtoisesti siihen ryhdyin. 
näyttää sinertävältä ja jotenkin tasapaksulta kuvassa :(


mä olen vähän fiiliksissä siitä että Tarja lähtee pitää jotain luentoja Harvardiin :) :)


edit: syyrialaiset perui tulonsa tänään, päättivätkin mennä Libanonin Brasilian suurlähetystöön sitten tms. no ei haittaa, pieni hengähdystauko on ihan paikallaan.


September 04, 2014

in paradise

my favorite energy drink, the blue Monster (i used to be Team Sugarfree Red Bull but doctor got me swayed) was sold out in this area for a long time, i think about 3 weeks or longer. first it disappeared from the opposite kiosk, and they kept saying "tomorrow, tomorrow", but no, it didnt appear. i got anxious. then it disappeared from other shops, within days. i panicked, i admit. but there was not much to do. i guess i had signs of withdrawal? within 2-3 weeks i had already accepted the fact it was gone for good. and i blamed the marketing, ie. the title, "lo-carb"*but i was still grieving. then, suddenly, it reappeared. the day before went on holiday. so we had to re-stock, just in case...

*most turks (even in the targer market) wouldnt know enough english to understand the term lo-carb, and the ones that do, dont care, lo-carb is not a big thing in turkey (thank god). in Bulgaria i saw the same product named as "lo-sugar" or something...  that would be better. finding sugar free drinks, besides the goddamn cola zero, is hard in turkey...

the day we left on holiday i also got my new wallet in the mail. i was going out for groceries as i found it stuck in the door, outside. bloody postman didnt bother to buzz himself in...  i guess i need to bribe him properly next time. (thats also my Taloustaito magazine right there which i have canceled long ago but somehow its still coming).

so i bought this leather waller from eBay... unknown brand (Lichtfield 1642), but i never had brands anyway. it gets too thick with the normal amount of cards and cash...  its kind of weird. i like it but im not sure how i feel yet.


this Linkin Park song sung in 20 different styles thing is real cool. the guy has this cool stare, he keeps the eye contact all the time. obviously, he is also talented...    the different styles really remind me why i dont like some bands! i watched his Katy Perry Dark Horse cover video too and omg, just 5 seconds of "Slipknot" give me a headache. it is possibly my most disliked band ever.
today i went out shopping and found this skirt at Koton's sale (20tl/7e). it has that tacky turkish effect but at the same time i found it quite fun and i think i can mix it with a sleek black top and still appear...  decent. the white is like...rubbery applique (not fabric), i think that also drew me in, its different. lets see.

from bulgaria, i bought a 4 eur bottle of apple vodka, some fridge magnets, and pork pate and food stuff: 

i have stooped to the level of Bachelor is Paradise, "an excuse for reality TV singles to hook up in hot tubs". its not as bad i thought...but well, its...  just another step down from Bachelor/ette, which is not Emmy-TV to begin with..  Guardian described Bachelor in Paradise well! i think i the american dating culture is fascinating to me, that and the "small talk" culture. i cant get enough of observing it. i dont think i really "get it". but i just keep watching.