Mark's girl and my heart. we gave the girl black hair and green eyes, supposedly to be like me. i even talked a slight tone of pink into her dress...plain red is kinda blah aye? he's amazing with the tattoo stuff, giving the artist full freedom... while i'm a control freak. we spent 6.5 hours in the tattoo shop, it was a good day. afterwards we bought some blood and soaked me in it, for a picture to accompany the interview he's doing. now that i think of it, i'm not sure if it's smart because altho it was fun, the kind of ppl who like that kind of photos take em too seriously. i always get asked if i have a blood fetish... to me it's obvious i don't. but if i show up in a photo like that...i think it's understandable to assume i do. but in the interview i was trying to underline how normal i am. then again, what does it matter what people think? why would i rather have ppl know or think that i'm a so-called normal and not a blood fetishist who jerk's off at the sight of dead ppl?

occasionally i smell blood but i can't tell if it's a flashback or my hair. i mean i sorta washed my hair but...

Mark's tattoo..and who's going to notice mine after they see his...