so i managed to arrange myself my first hangover. altho i'd heard all these stories about the horrors i was still surprised at how horrible it really was. the worst part only lasted for a while, but i felt all in all terrible. i called my mom to ask how is it supposed to be, as i guess i wanted assurance that it will be over soon or whatever, but she's never had a hangover. wtf. that was not helpful. after vomiting and sleeping on the bathroom floor (never thought i'd go that low) i carefully crawled into my bed and just laid still and finally fell asleep again. i woke up a couple hours later and was feeling almost okay. in an hour i DID feel okay! i had a shoot at 1pm and i managed to pull that off. nevertheless the day was a bit of a lost case, just like a friend warned me. still, i'd say it was worth it, i had a good time.

i have a zillion movies to watch and photos to work on but i think i'll just go and sleep some more. someone said something along the lines 'dream like you were going to live forever and live like you would die tomorrow'. a cliché. but one that i like and try to live by.

listening to: kollaa kestää - kirjoituksia kellarista