so i'm feeling good and thinking i'll have a little party tonight. mnoo is online and says she's going to bed. i realize i'd feel lonelier if she did, so i suggest she stays cos i'm having my party. what party? by the computer, the same shit like every night but with a better groove :P

anyway, i find myself ready to PAY for music. i'm desperate to get this fuckin song. first i try downloading the song, can't find. i try downloading the album, can't find it. it's in the end of a movie so i have to try download the fuckin movie to get the stupid song :( not to mention the process that will go into exctracting it from the movie file if i get it. i search napster and itunes and all the places that supposedly sell billions of songs, no luck. what's wrong with the world, it's 2006?! amazon has the soundtrack but am i gonna wait for the fuckin mailman? i don't think so :( very upsetting.