gah, my fav finnish hockey player Karalahti got kicked out of the world championship team as he has been behaving badly again. for the 2nd time already he didn't show up for his team's (HIFK) bronze medal game as he disappeared on a drinking spree. or that's the story anyway. i'm sure there are plenty of versions of where and why has been when his team needed him (Karalahti was the captain). HIFK did not get bronze and end of story. his CV must look nice, when he's not getting kicked out of NHL for not going to rehab (which i understand), he doesn't get to play in the world championships because NHL says so, or because he's rejected thanks to his disappearing acts, or simply not playing while on those disappearing acts. whatever, he's a good player and hawt.

last night was not good at all, i got really depressed and didn't know what do to, didn't really feel like going on. now it's a new day and i'm not exactly cheery but moving my limbs doesn't feel quite as heavy as 12 hours ago. we'll see.

listening to Morrissey: Dear God Please Help Me