i'm bruised and sore from wrestling with sebastian. i'm kinda interested in the techniques but don't really want to get into it seriously. so we were just having a bit of fun but i made him work - really!

my personal homework now is to feed my brain with something smart. i know it'll hurt first but it's for my own good. if i keep this pace up i'm going to be officially retarded in a few years.
*picks up Screening Violence-book*

i always ask people what they regret, i am curious. i barely understand the feeling, despite any stupidities i've done, or things i didn't do altho i should've, i don't feel regret. i'm wondering if i just haven't done anything bad enough to force me to regret. or if i feel something else instead of regret without even realizing it.

life is like a fight with Wanderlei Silva, you have to be ready to go at all times.
-deep philosophical aphorism by yours truly