i just called vodkatrain and they confirmed me the trip is happening. the reason they had to think it over was that James had not paid the trip to his travel agent. i can't understand how they'd missed that fact earlier, or so long, but it explains a lot i guess. his reasoning as to why he cancelled doesn't sound really credible anymore, considering that 1,5 weeks to the trip he hadn't even paid it. i'm just upset that he wouldn't be honest about it, the stress this caused me and Tiitta was quite uncalled for.

but i'll be forever grateful to vodkatrain for not punishing us for his incompetence, it might be a bit of a loss for them to run the thing with just 2 people but i'll put out a good word for them so hopefully it pay off in the long run.

now - off to do all the things i couldn't do cos i was so upset....clean up...find models in moscow...oh wait i need a camera for that...oh well...i'll get one....

my bf got online too - he's back home :)