i'm not feeling too good, physically nor mentally. i can manage tho, i can sit by the computer and i just decided to try deal with this instead of going to sleep. *eats popcorn*

Nina from work borrowed me some Ramones stuff, the book Hey Ho Let's Go and the movie Raw. i'm a long time Ramones fan so it should be interesting. i should get some biographies from the library too, i'd buy em but they're not *that* important plus i'm short of cash. specifically the books on New York Dolls, Morrissey and Marilyn Manson interest me. i was never a MM fan but he's claimed to be so smart and all, that i am curious. the videos were visually great too, as well as some covers they made, but their music just never touched me, i was in the wrong place at the wrong time perhaps.

looks familiar

grouphug.us is addictive just like the finnish version of it. i think there are differences between them but i could never figure out what exactly. i was out to investigate it in 2004 but my methods were perhaps not perfected and my patience ran out. it's sad that i gave up on it.

i decided long ago that questions like "where does all my time go" are useless and a sign of something being wrong. mainly, thinking. the question stems from the feeling that we don't have enough time and don't have the time to do all the things we want to. first, you must decide to understand the progress and limits of time. to quote Fight Club; "This is your life, and it's ending one minute at a time." it's pretty serious, but at the same time, i think it's a positive reminder. everything we do wastes our time, and we only have one life. we should set our priorities straight and then go by them. while being picky with what to spend our time on, i think you should go by instinct and after doing it, there's no need to look back. i'm spending a lot of time writing this blog, but is it waste of time? if i felt like doing it, no. maybe later i come to think that blogs are useless shit? could be, but at the time of writing i found it fun so there's no need to regret. the thought of wanting to do so much and not having the time is cool because it sounds active and as if you were busy and making life worthwhile but especially the last tag is bullshit. we all have the same amount of time (24/7/365...) and it's no use wondering ALL the things you'd do IF you had more time. you use your time as you find appropriate and that's the end of it. why didn't you play more tennis last week altho u would *really* want to play more tennis cos tennis is so much fun? answer: something else was more important than tennis. so there is no reason to feel bad about it :) if tennis is so fuckin important, it should move naturally (by itself) up on your priorities list. very fuckin simple. so you spent 25 hours surfing the internet when you could've been playing tennis. and surfing the net cannot possibly be more important than tennis. officially it might not be, but obviously it is. live with it.

tonight i found myself thinking "where does all my time go". it is a sign of something being wrong. yesterday i concluded that i'm having a crisis of some sort. must be related to that? either way i must work this out before it drains too much energy from me. writing kitchen psychology essays is probably a side effect of my crisis too. umm, no, i do those all the time.

ooo, the director of 21 grams and amores perros brings us a new film; babel can't wait to see it, altho it looks stressful. teenage mutant ninja turtles is another movie straight out from the oven...is it? wtf, i'm having this deja vu as if this happened in 1991 or something, minus me seeing a trailer of it. well, i still didn't see the trailer. and to think again, i don't think i will. oh, what about children of men, by the director of y tu mama tambien... i have to admit i don't get the title but it seems like an alright movie... i really dig julianne moore. and OMG LOL rocky balboa is back!! :D i remember hearing about this...Stallone directing his possibly best known character's come back. why can they never let them die, but always bring em back? i have one answer in mind and it's color is green. but let's not get too pessimistic, maybe this movie rocks. besides, i always liked rocky movies, despite the lack of surprises and over the top stereotypes...they are entertaining movies. my fav was #3, rocky against ivan drago, the russian machine....hehe. good times. okay, back to browsing trailers... k, i see this picture and names and all and my face looks sour. i went back and forth in whether i should bother with the trailer... i did bother. i will check this one out :D yea, it's american hero-crap with nothing surprising i'm surely but i have to say it looks like decent entertainment. you just have to know what's coming so you don't expect too much. i am not a fan of kevin costner nor this type of hero movies but oh well. i guess it's also that i just love trailers, they always get me excited over a movie no matter how crap. having said that, i'm sure i'll prove myself wrong soon so i'll take it back. some trailers are better than others. some actors are cuter ashton kutcher than others. let's go on. "the nativity story"? "one child ...who would change the world...forever" wtf? is this directed by Mel Gibson?? oh well. the employee of the month seems like an alright average american comedy flick. couldn't care less really but it wouldn't hurt me i'm sure. flicka then... horses. ok. i'll stop here. (btw flicka is swedish for 'a girl' ain't it? what's up with that, is flicka the name of a horse here?) running with scissors probably isn't earth shaking but i'd give it a go, it gave me a smile. the main actor is everything but cute but maybe the plot or something will make up for it... oh wow, even if u don't give a shit, check out the picture for the movie called crank. while you're at it, see the trailer, i swear you won't regret! :D quite awesome entertainment i say. i happen to dig both if these actors, amy smart and jason statham. statham always makes for a great killer. i will be sure to check this one out. mini's first time seems alright altho i didn't really get what her first time is about, being a bitch? i never liked carrie-anne moss much so her being a looser mom is cool, and altho i'm not a fan of alec baldwin...him being the slave to this 18 old cunt got me on a tease-mode. probably not a very good movie, in fact, probably really fuckin average, but i'll watch it. flyboys seems like utter bullshit *will not watch the trailer* but the boy in the picture....o_O. the illusionist surprised me in a positive manner. i may find it exciting, definitely on my to watch-list. plus jessica biel is, u guessed it, hot. my trailer reviews are getting more and more superficial aren't they. the quiet seems really nice! girls, perversions, death...yea that's about it, makes for a perfect set up! okay maybe there is no death, but it is in the air :P i call that an entertaining movie. without even seeing it! check the trailer for fuck's sakes. (and i do know the movie won't blow our minds in the end, but sometimes it's nice to be excited over something). i checked a walt disney production trailer. and liked it (just a bit!) :S invincible stars mark wahlbergh and is your average american everyday-hero movie about an all-american sport and how anyone can become whatever they dream of if they just want it and w-h-a-t-e-v-e-r... and my guess is that there's no good sex or swearing in it, but i think i could watch it if it comes on my way. hmm, seems like that was all the new trailers i hadn't seen before. but that was quite a lot. must be the beginning of the fall season or something.


LOL oh fuck http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=-1705345354525582989

stomach aches :(