what better way to spend a friday evening than to go to an internet operator's head-end to talk about...the Internet :) a friendly operator guy explained me with paper and pen how ADSL and cable are connected from the computer to the world and how can they be expanded when the capacity needs to grow. sweet. i'm going to be dreaming about fiber optics and servers tonight...

tomorrow=work. then off to Heinola to see an old friend who's living with a new guy. then to Valkeakoski (where the fuck is that?) as my bf's band has a gig there. and from there to the summer cottage. and on sunday my stepdad's b-day is in Sysmä. i don't know how old he is but i don't think that's the point.

i'd have things to write but i am really tired. couldn't fall asleep last night. i felt shit and decided to go to my bf's and wake him up. on the way i stopped in a shithole bar to get a take-away pizza. while waiting, i sat in a table of two guys. they work in the harbor and go for a beer every day after work. ~10 beers to be exact. in the weekends it is multiplied by 2 or 2.5. except in the winter when they have less money and energy to drink. i was quite (too?) comfortable sitting in there with them. but i always got along better with working class than...the others.

i just counted how many people pissed me off today (NOT including strangers or customers or slight annoyance). the number is 4. that's a big number for being pissed, as i really mean angered and behaving snappy or aggressive. i'm still thinking 4 doesn't sound like much but boy do i feel like slapping someone. i have issues? no, i bet everyone else has but not me :)

make it 5, internet/technology counts as one too. i'm sitting here looking at the transfer rates and if i was old enough i might pop a vein in my head. wtf is when nothing works. i'll take a sleeping pill and knock myself out.