i think i'm going to have a pretty good day. that sounds like shit, coming from me, but hell, i guess i can feel like that every once in a while. i have a shoot that i don't know what to do with, but oh well. i have some ideas...i will try my best and try be impulsive... the model is Tiitta so no stress involved. also have a meeting regarding a promotional shoot-job but i know them people, it's no biggie.

i should go buy myself a new memory card reader, the old one is kinda fucked. at least i hope that's the problem because if the card reader is fine then something else is *seriously* wrong. but i'll go get a new one and...yea.

the books i ordered seem to have arrived to the library. have to go pick em up.

*The New York Dolls : too much too soon / Nina Antonia
*Morrissey & Marr : the severed alliance / Johnny Rogan
*Dissecting Marilyn Manson
*The long hard road out of hell / Marilyn Manson with Neil Strauss
*Elämää ennen kuolemaa? : itsemurhan yhteiskunnallista ja sosiaalista taustaa / Irmeli Järventie (Life before death?: the social and societal background of suicide)
*Suomalaisen lähtö : kirjoituksia pohjoisesta kuolemankulttuurista / Juha Pentikäinen (a finns departure: writings on northern deathculture)
*Murheen laakso : mies ja kuolema raskaassa suomenkielisessä rockissa / Atte Oksanen (valley of sorrow: man and death is heavy finnish rock)
*Pohjolan poliisi kertoo 2005. (the Nordic police narrates 2005.)

i was never a fan of M.Manson but as i think i've written before, i am interested in what he really has to say and so forth since he seems to be such a big fuckin deal... Jenna Jameson's bio had interesting details on Marilyn. but to start of with not one, but two bios! yea, well they both seemed good and interesting. i don't have to read both if i don't want to.

the series of police books on nordic crime has always been a big favorite of mine. i admit it may be some sort of old fashioned social porn (the book series originates from the 70's) but hey, we all entertain ourselves in some way. the books are really blunt and have photos from the crime scenes, i remember reading them over and over when i was like 12 or whatever, my grandfather had all the first books. maybe that's why i turned out this way ;) overall i'm now getting back to the death theme, it interests me beoynd anything else. all of us need something to be really interested in, whether it's flowers or building.