what pisses me off is ppl who say that energy drinks (=caffeine mostly) don't do shit. surely they fuckin do. why do doctors tell u to avoid coffee (=caffein) before going to bed if you have trouble sleeping? for fun i guess. it's a scientifically proven fuckin fact that caffein affects a human being. anyone who says it doesn't work can drink a couple energy drink or swallow some caffein pills and then have their heart race like a horse, while trying to assure me it didn't have an affect. the funny thing is, those that claim that energy drinks don't work, don't want to try it. when i suggest they do, they say they have tried em, but if i offer a bottle so we could see, they don't wanna, as if it would hurt them to drink a bottle of this "harmless lemonade". fuckin wussy liars. enough caffein use will make it less effective, in which case u need more, but it does have a fuckin effect. period.

the other extreme is annoying too. my bf says he can just have a couple sips of energy drink in the morning and it helps him wake up. looking at the bottle he showed me the amount is ~0.7dl at max. this means 22.4mg of caffein and 280mg of taurin in the case of this specific energy drink. and it has no sugar so no sugar rush either. i'm telling you that's a small amount of anything!

the next on my rant list is deviants who send me linls to tjeir ideas and think that i can have them done. as if i was a god. i have been an admin, but not even all admins can just implement stuff. new features are actually quite a big process, and dA is a company which many kids don't understand. companies need to have pretty good reasoning to do anything. also, most ideas are not that great, but telling that would be rude and give me the reputation of an asshole. but i'm just a person, how the hell could i like everything?

my bf pulled off a nasty joke. i came to his place and sat by the kitchen table and didn't see my laptop anywhere (he's dedicated an old one of his to my use). i ask him where the fuck is it. and he said he gave it to *add an annoying female musicians name here* cos she needed one. first i thought he was joking but cos he kept a straight face i believed him, he has a tendency to give shit to people... especially computer stuff! well, it was a joke. geez.

finally, because i have guns in some of my photos, i get these fuckin gun freaks that want to talk to me. firstly they just want to point out they recognize the gun used in the photo...wooooow, how cool is that?? except that they get it wrong a lot of the times. despite getting tons of these comments and having checked it a few times, i still cannot remember by heart which model is which gun, but i recognize it if i see it, so i know when they get it wrong. (and the reason i don't remember is cos I DON'T GIVE A SHIT. but o_O if you point it out. gun freaks are really persistent motherfuckers, does that go hand in hand with the hobby?? no matter how many times i tell i don't fuckin care, when they ask me about the guns or whatever, they won't give up, they just go on and on... and they insist on telling where a specific gun was used ("war such and such"). what does that have to do with my photo, they don't contain any social or political commentary?! i am against guns anyway, i think they do so much more harm than good. i wish they didn't excist. but since they do, they're a great pop art reference and work well for my photos. but i hate it when gun freaks wanna buddy with me, asking me to do a series with different guns, seemingly thinking that guns are or could be the main subject of my photo, while that is not the case. the biggest problem is they just don't get it when i tell em thayt i don't fuckin care, i don't need any help picking the guns, do they think i just go to a gun store and pick whatever i like?? wtf, this is not the united fuckin states. and EVEN if it was, i still don't give a shit about gun specs, it doesn't matter regarding the photo! wtf is so hard to understand in that?? why are gun freaks so retarded they can't see the forest from the trees? /rant done -no wait it's not, they really get me fuckin out of my mind! they should all be shot (pun intended) lol.

i rented 'thumbsucker' DVD with my bf. and life goes on....:)