i got a t-shirt idea.
'this is my life and it's ending one minute at a time' (fight club rip off yea)
:) i think it might be a nice reminder, for self, and why not for others too. just today i made a semi-big speech to a friend on how life is a one time experience and blah blah... i think it may have sounded like i was trying to talk him over into something that was in my best interest, and sure i was, but i was serious too. anyone who listens will have me tell them that they only got one life and better enjoy it while it lasts. why not travel? you might be not able to when you're 35. you might not live up to 35. why do something irrational? you gotta do something with you time here. why go with gut feeling and intuition? you don't regret what you did but what you didn't do. what about after going with my intuition and getting my fingers burned? it was probably worth it. it's better to feel something than nothing at all. i could write a book, collected clichés. still, i'm serious!

i was supposed to shoot today but i rescheduled it for friday, i needed to think the concepts over again as there were some changes from the models side, and i was stressed anyway so i didn't feel like shooting.

but i feel pretty decent now, i could go to bed for all i care. i'd have stuff to do but i guess it can all wait.