i got this health chart (below) (and excuse typing etrors, i'm drunk) and at first i was supposed to put a "1" in for tonight drinking, but in all honestty i had to put a 3. i rate how drunk i am i.e. how much i drink, on a level of 1 to 5. it's no use trying to measure drink or whatever... i can't do that. what matters is the result. anyway. after my last day at work (for 2months) and saying good bye's to colleagues (to all which i couldn't say proper goodbye to) i wnt to the hairdressers. i needed to take some shots of the place, and i got my hair done. below is my new hair. i think i will get some of the highlights lighter and redder... if i got highlights i want to show em off. i used to have red highlights so i guess i'm going back to that. anyway then i got this shoot with Tiitta and Emma, and it turns out okay....we'll see about that when i'm sober. and they invite me drinking with them. i couldn't resist. i dunno what was in my plans. well, i know,. last night, before falling asleep, i was reading this book on finnish heavy rock... i have to return to this topic later...anyway i was thinking i need to get back to it after the shoot and read some more...and share something in my blog...to write it down, to remember. but yea so i went to Tiitta's to drink vodka... and i'd have to rate myself a "3", altho just barely, it's the last vodka shot that did it...

i need to eatch the latest episode of TUF (btw, in last nights episode of bigh brother the new chick apparently fucked the hot guy, who was sort of reserved for the slutty looking chick, but i don't follow BB anyway, so nevermind)

i'll continue later - hopefully more sober by then