i started off the busy week with a hefty hangover. but it was worth it, of course ;)

after seeing In Bed, which was okay btw, i called up Jasu and we decided to watch some movie together and drink a bit. he came over and we watched Edmond and Stoned after which we felt like going to a bar in center. after they closed we got back to my place ans continued drinking and started watching Robot Stories. after which we passed out.

Edmond was praised by my bf among other people, but neither me or Jasu really got it. i think that the dialogue in the end may have been important but i found it hard to concentrate and i just expected something more to happen. the end was sudden to me. it was alright for sure, just not as much as i expected perhaps. William H.Macy is great. Stoned is a movie about Brian Jones... and a very nice one, got us on a party mood. again, not amazing tho. i didn't know that Frank Thorogood confessed to killing Brian, on his deathbed. either way, Brian drowned. lovely duality in the title :) Robot Stories i didn't finish watching, i think i need to do it some other time with some effort, right now i think i wss missing the point, maybe it was artsy or something. tha bar we were at was kinda blah but we had a pretty good time. i recall us sitting on the bar stools, the air was full of smoke, and they played Iggy Pop's Passenger. felt awesome. since then i've been listening it on repeat.

Tony came over, i gave him a couple bags of Vogue magazines as they were leftover when i cleaned my bookshelf. we discussed photo ideas, both of us have loads at the moment, some are even similar. yet his style and techniques are really different from mine. while we might describe a similar scene in words, his photo does not give out emotion and mine screams it (at least that's what i hope...). he wants to cause and give thoughts by not giving emotions out directly through the photos and i want to give as much as possible, to cause anything, feelings and reactions... funny.

suddenly things are confusing again, i just had a chat with an old friend. opening old wounds again...but it's better to feel something than nothing. makes me feel alive.

i've been sorta negative about the coming week... because it wil be so hectic unlike my life usually (i don't like it hectic on normal basis, i want my life to be fun but peaceful, my emotions give me enough action). but i think i'll try to take a positive attitude now, as i was supposed to, and enjoy the good stuff and go through the less good stuff. i don't think there's that much of it anyway. concentrating in the good things is most important.