so my throat hurts, my stomach hurts and my head is dizzy... painkiller dealed with the rest. i didn't go to work. didn't sleep one bit last night, i don't know why, i am hugely sleep deprived. had too much to think maybe, plus felt physically shit before i got the painkiller.

i haven't done anything this week... i was really stressed at times and emotionally up/down, so i couldn't concentrate. however, now things have changed, i feel like i'm in balance (let's see for how long) and i just wish i could put the weekend in good use. it's just that i will have to sleep most of it to get back on track... u can only push the sleep deprivation so far...

i had a day off on friday and was supposed to go buy tickets to the love & anarchy movie fastival, but, i felt shit so i didn't. pretty soon they're all sold out.... i have 10 movies in mind;
sheitan - horror, satanism, monica bellucci, vincent cassell...i'm in
sympathy for lady vengeance - from the director of old boy....;)
time - i don't care what this is about, it's by Kim Ki-Duk!
the page turner - the plot didn't interest me at first but then they revealed that there's lots of dedicated vengeance and dark thoughts.
takeshis' - wtf... weird shit but hey, Kitano knows what he is doing (i hope)
sacred family - exctasy and other hallusinogens, and religion. *shrugs*
reincarnation - asian horror, quaranteed decent at minimum.
in bed - shot in one room, compared with before the sunset/sunrise...
re-cycle - didn't seem that interesting, but the directors have made good stuff and...i dunno
rosario tijeras - the bitch likes knives... she's hot and cold, a lover and a killer..:P

of course there's many more that interest me...but...life is. obviously i skip the ones that i can see later, big productions and whatever else they will surely import. some exceptions, Kitano and Ki-Duk, they are so 'movie festival' to me...

fuck this, i'm going to bed now.