let's see, its pitch black and miserable outside. i must be home :D i felt blessed as it wasn't cold, 5C, it rained tho.

what loooong fuckin day, started yesterday morning... the flights were okay but i had to wait for the connection at prague airport for 5 hours. lovely to be home... it felt like a museum when i stepped in... even tho i wasn't away that long. i'm working on getting the computer up to date, still unpacking and had a good shower of course... the water felt so amazingly soft and i enjoyed the familiar experience altogether...:)

finnish men very rarely try to flirt or pick up anyone when sober, but getting off the plane here in helsinki that's what happened. first he looked at me as if tho he knew me, but no. i admit i was surprised by the situation, it's been ages since something like that happened to me, in finland. does it suddenly say 'single' on my forehead? we chatted a bit while waiting for the luggage and he gave me his number and told me to call if i wanted to go out or something. now i remember what it was like to be single...all these situations. there was no chemistry and he's not my type and i'm not really into this kinda stuff right now anyway so basically i should not call. but he was a nice person. the thing is, if you're taken, you can meet guys without any problematic pondering as they will sooner or later find out you're not free and hence, regardless of what you say or seem like, they know you're off limits. like, if u agreed to meet someone and have a drink with them, they can't think anything of it if you're taken. which makes life nice and easy, no uncomfortable situations...wondering how to say you're not interested. but when you're single, everything you say and do matters, it's a signal. so if i call he thinks i'm interested, but if i don't, well. he was just a nice person and i wouldn't mind seeing him again maybe, to have some social life.

i got Femme parfum by Hugo Boss at the airport. i couldn't resist.

computer is ill...i feel bad. i need to go take care of my hair and skin and go to bed. i'll look at the computer tomorrow.