confusion. i think there are emails i should reply. calls i should make. oh and i have a dentist appointment next friday. and we're going out with some co-workers on tuesday. right now i don't feel like going out at all though. i just got up in the afternoon and i need to go to work for the evening. and tomorrow. and the day after. and the day... it doesn't feel like sunday. i feel like i've forgotten something. i just don't feel very balanced. i feel like i could let go of him but i'm still waiting for something. for the day to end? is tomorrow the beginning of new life?