i had a good night sleep, some 14 hours. i woke up every now and then but wasn't ready so i went back to sleep. when i was ready to get up and face a new day, i decided to try positive and look for my old self. i watched another season of americas next top model cos it reminds me of photography and decided to get rid of the red in my hair, from the root at least. new life, new hair :)

tomorrow i'll wear all black and black lipgloss and look like a witch. i know its nothing to be proud of but it comforts me. i pull it off so well.

splitting headache.


my favorite HIM song is Gone With the Sin

"I love your skin oh so white
I love your touch cold as ice
And I love every single tear you cry
I just love the way you're losing your life

Oh my Baby, how beautiful you are
Oh my Darling, completely torn apart"

after watching 3 episodes of Scrubs, House seemed so rough and got me really nervous and uncomfortable. but at least there was a happy ending.