in the morning things are always better. that's until u get up and come to the realization of how things actually are.

i'm dwelling in my self pity and listening all the melancholic favories; Tiamat, CMX and the Cranberries.

there's no doubt i was a stupid girl but i suppose i needed to be, needed to try it out. feel. i still think i came out alright, i got more than i paid for. it was worth this.

i need to go and survive the day at work. its been so fuckin hectic lately. and i'm not super-motivated right now.