oh dear. Mark is so awesome. and not only because he brought me tons (a couple kilos) of candy again. i met him and the model Fuss today and we first did some shopping and then started drinking and shooting. i succesfully managed both and feel quite finnish because of it.

i needed an english bible for a photo idea i have. first i thought i just need a bible or a book that looks like a bible. i called a couple of thrift stores, the other one had one, i went there but it was small and white. and in finnish. at which point i realized it should be in english just in case you can make up the text in the photo. which also meant it couldn't be any other book disguised to look like a bible either. i went to the book store and got one that looks pretty decent for 8.50 euros. the photo better fuckin work out! quite obviously my blasphemous tendencies are coming out again... Mark told me about a bible he got from the Colombian serial killer Luis Garavito, it says, in spanish "people do not understand me, only god does". he raped and killed some 300 little boys.












that's some of the beverages that we bought. some 20% mixed vodka drinks, one beer, some liqueurs and then the usual vodka and 50% mint-liquor. theme was nordic tastes, suh as cloudberry, blueberry, wild strawberry and ...all kinds of other berries. if it has a berry-taste, we bough it!

before shooting i was a bit frustrated with Fuss's hair...so she said i could cut it. aaadn i did (i stopped drinking while i did that, for the photos sakes, i do need the hair to be well cut!).
















it's ...short?

Mark had the green work costume from New York City's mortuary...but i think it passed as a surgeons outfit so that's what i had Fuss play.

















all in all we had a really good time. tomorrow is a long day but i'm pretty hopeful regarding the photos, i have put together some ideas.

something else happened, a 'fan' of mine sent me a note through Mark (he didn't give it to me yet so i dunno what it says). he'd been in some store in Germany buying some pins or whatever. and the girl working there was like 'i know you!'. he was like err... because a lot of people recognize him from being on tv and media a lot regarding forensics. however, she recognized him because he'd shown my photos in a popular german TV show once(video here). so she's like 'you know suzi!'. so anyway, she writes me a note and sends it to me through him....


"I've been through all of this a million times before
Seems all my demons got me knocking on hell's door
I know it's too late to regret what I have done
But I still love you like the morning loves the sun

Too far gone to see the light
And I will never ever leave this place alive
Too far gone to see the light
No I will never ever leave this place alive

I guess it's fair to say that this round is on me
Caribbean blue has turned to blackest misery
I've put a velvet cloth on everything we've done
But I still love you like a bullet loves the gun"
Tiamat : Too Far Gone