miss excuse

after meeting, which was held in the upper floor of a shopping center, i was bound to go shopping a bit. i put my efforts in the "ON SALE" stuff... found 2 Luhta towels to begin with. its no secret im a fan of Luhta bed linen. really nice simple design and good quality. but freakin expensive, even on sale. so... i didnt get any of that stuff today. then i got a punch bowl for my birthday. actually its fine for salad too, not that big. from a cheapo store for less than 4 euros... and i got myself a new jewellery storage system. freakin 14e per box. christ. but it does look neat with the stuff in. i have to include a photo. i figured red wine fits with all the red so err... got a bottle of that. fyi, ALKO has some of the best wine selections in the world and is one of the biggest single wine buyers in the world. its explained by the fact that its a state-owned monopoly, like swedens Systembolaget.

judgin by the towels im all for pattern now. how much can a person change? i was always about white/black and absolutely no pattern. my home was white, every sheet and shelf and wall and chair. and i dressed in black. or white. and now ive come all the way to these colors and patterns? plus colorful tshirts and pink shoes. and if i ever get a new home, i think ill paint one of the walls with something nice as well.



















i also got pink giftwrap, that i think i might use at the bottom part of my walls, as tapestry sort of... and this heart shaped vase. and then something in my head snapped and i saw this flower and wanted to put it inside. i noticed too late that the flower was actually real. and i mean, i dis flowers anyway, nothing personal, i just dont want them in my home. but there it is... it didnt really look like the flower wanted to go in there... it looks tight :( maybe itll die.



















neat!



















lunch. i was worried if we go eat out cos i dont think i can spend on that, but the partner we were in a meeting with took us out for lunch. yay. i got a healthy salad with pasta, croutons, sunflower seeds, corn and cottage cheese. 9,20e.














i am sneezing as if i had a fuckin cancer. even when i was out in the meeting. maybe the cornfields are already blooming or whatever. and today antihistamines do not help either. i do feel all over sick. again. cant even spend a minute without blowing my nose. constantly feel like sneezing. and my nose is starting to hurt of course, as the skin breaks. got pissed and dug antibiotics from my pharmacy-drawer (prescribed for flu and cloggy nose some time in the past). *shrugs*

i felt like i had to fight way too hard today in the meeting to get my will (=great ideas) through. and although they are generally accepted, i just felt so beaten down today. tired of having to raise my voice to be heard. and believed. thats how it felt like. unfair. and i ended up crying over it to Arttu on the phone. it is the time of the month when i am a bit more sensitive. so i dunno.

my birthday party has several confirmed quests now so thats good. i can only fit and have about 10 ppl max so thatd be enough. im all about inflatable chairs now. that will solve my seating problems and yet i can 'get rid' of them later.

i want a lot of print from dA but cant afford them all :( even though i could use the money i have in for people buying my prints...but i need that in cash. with this income level i need all the pocket change i can get. picket change sounds demeaning, when its actually very cool and meaningful to get money from your creative output. im just saying its not something that pays my rent.

i have to go to the grocery store but how much paper do i take with me to sneeze? if the cashier doesnt catch this from me... i dunno who does.

all the nice wine glasses and plates i saw were sold only in sets of 4 or 6 :( not only does that get expensive but i certainly dont want that many of the same design. then id be stuck with it. what if i get bored. so no new wine/drink glasses today.