tuesday

woke up at 6, and could not sleep until 7. i went to bed at 9, so.

friends have sent me supportive messages from many directions which i greatly appreciate. i dont feel like talking to anyone yet. later this week maybe.

we still have contact with F, that helps me. to know what he is doing and thinking, while i get adjusted to the new distance.

i need to go to work. im thinking of stepping-up my work effort to 3.5 days per week, a half-a-day increase. i need the money, and well, i like my job anyway.