Wanderlei is back like a lighting

"the website is down"

vaguely reminds me of my old job

honestly, this webzine-site is weeeird (Gorgon magazine). 15 seconds was enough for me to go "wtf". k, not the weirdest shit ever, but definitely the symbols and all are freaky. okay maybe i can find something interesting there tho, it should be about "anthropology, satanism and religions". which all interest me. i wonder isnt satanism a religion tho? anyhow they're asking for me to contribute, want to include me in an upcoming theme issue. they're also gonna start writing in english. i have to look into this...

what would the world be like if Obama was leading the U.S.? just the same as yesterday, but it would cheer me up anyway.

i was looking at MMA again, after a long break. Diego Sanchez is awesome, i have to say. very aggressive and wild and improving constantly. download "ultimate fighter finale season 7 finale" (episode 13). theres also a great fight between Evan Tanner and my favorite Kendall Grove. i love humble fighters (or people for that matter) who show what they are about in the cage, or whatever their game is.

jesus, Wanderlei Silva's walk in music was Darude's hit from years ago, Sandstorm *rolls eyes*

ill save the good fights for F to watch later.

ive been thinking of the wall-art stuff. i personally prefer calming, easy-on-the-eye type of art on my walls. bunnies and stuff. i have my own "never hesitate" right by my desk, but even with the gun and fetishy side to it (i guess) i find it 'peaceful' or stoic sort of. now im thinking of Michel Winckler-Krog's 'Making Baby Jesus'... but its far from peaceful. i just love the piece, a lot. for the emotion, of course, but not sure if thats good for my wall...

tomorrow im going to Lahti again. meeting Maria next monday. Ella on friday. Jukkapoika on saturday probably, ill return the barrel bag.

ive been thinking about the Facebook thing. to me it came across as a place to meet with old or current actual friends. but now its grown, getting more hits than MySpace...and i guess its starting to be a valid comparison, Facebook is now getting crowded by companies and other things taking it further from the 'close social circle' feel. anyhow, my problem is that i first decided to only accept friend requests from people i actually know. which ive done. but i think fans are sending more and more requests too, im near to 100 unaccepted requests now. and the requests are often companied by actual written requests. so how to react, sometimes u might need to re-consider recisions, or ahjust to changes... if Facebook is like MySpace, why wouldnt i accept all requests? its not like i hold secrets in my profile. but i might need to separate a 'limited profile' that wont show photo albums... i consider that stuff for friends only. so, dunno. the amount of idiotic application requests doesnt bother me, i dont even look at the list, too much fuss and shit. no time for that.

and hmm, i dont want random "yay" comments from random people on my profile page. some things are sacred? why so, why do i make it so? its always with the internet, u need to draw lines as to how much you give of yourself. i know compared to many people out there, i give a lot, sometimes im reminded of it when people go "whhhaat, your name and photo are on the net?!" i dunno, im with the generation to whom its natural. anyhow, i dont feel like i give that much, there are people who have even less borders, people who have less privacy cos i decided so. i am myself when i give something, but everyone needs privacy. i dont find it too hard to draw the line usually. so why this big fuss over a damn Facebook? dunno. its one of those things, u cant go back once u open the gates.