toxic waste

i made an inventory of what i have in my small storage downstairs. some books (-> throwing away), 2 empty suitcases, the doors from my flat that i didnt want, some small furniture like tables that i wanna get rid of...  and my NKOTB-box. its been with me soon 2 decades. from one flat to another. i think its time to dispose it. but how? i barely got it up to my apt, its so big & heavy. containing some 800 posters (if not more), pins, cartoons, flags, shirts, earrings and all albums in all formats of course, its a NICE fuckin collection. if u like NKOTB. but now i wish someone just picked it up cos its too big/heavy for the trash bins we have in the building and i simply dont know what to do with it.

still in a bit of a flu...  being on my feet and shooting all day is  not helping. around 600 pics per day. tomorrow more. but after that - unless another shoot day is booked . its just photoshop work. and automated. but i need to fix and set a few of the actions and droplets first... 

hmm, and theres a party on saturday as well - i just noticed on FB...  i have to see if im still alive after tomorrow and then decide.


temperature is so terribly relative. a month ago i, when it came down to -% from -20, i felt -5 was terribly warm. now, -1 seems a bit chilly. hmm. well i was tired and sweaty and all. still. im mentally trying to adjust to the warmed climate already. i still cant believe im actually taking actions towards moving to turkey. looking to re-rent my flat forward to someone, talking to my turkish contacts about getting a flat in istanbul, checking out rental storages and so on...   trying to put my shit together, making every decison from the perspective of "im not going to be here a month from now". so scary. and as it draws closer i already know i will have trouble sleeping.

i did find SUPERPUPU's travel box in my storage though.