January 27, 2022

momentary immunity superpower

i was supposed to enjoy my alone time while doctor is away in turkey. and i did but staying in for over a week because of covid wasnt that much fun. i felt fine but tests were showing positive. so many cancelled things! so much take away food. ive definitely milked the covid period tho, after almost 2 years of this sh*t i finally feel part of it in a tangible way. i wasnt looking for it like that czech singer, but i was going out, living my life, cos after 3 f*cking vaccines i felt like i bloody should. and now, ive recognised a new feeling. it feels like different level of freedom. yes i was going about and living my life, not worrying about covid, but it was instilled in me to be cautious. now, though, ummm, why? as far as i know, for at least 2-3 months, i cant infect anyone or be infected. its probably longer because this combo of antibodies is pretty strong; AZ, Pfizer, infection...i know some people got omicron a soon after delta, but repeated infections of the same variant not so much. of course, the next one is just lurking behind the corner lol. i know the mask mandate is ending today but its the easiest thing todo and polite so i'll keep wearing it just for that. but beyond the small polite things for other people, im FREE from giving a f*ck for a little while. weird sense of relief and freedom, for real.

when i told Jess i got covid, i got this little package in the mail. its signed JULIET! my unofficial niece! not only am i doing the aunty thing, she's doing the niece thing, lol. definitely taking after her mom when it comes to being thoughtful. im trying to do my bit and got her some marimekko clothes and moomin socks. she is turning 6 months around this time i think.

just something....

my stepfather died back in finland so i am going to go to the funeral. and while there, i'll go to the office too. cos why not.

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