for no special reason at all today was better than yesterday. photos still suck ass but today i could live with it.

i wonder wtf this guy is writing http://www.balduccio.net/blog/?p=832















what should i call this? 'celebrating may 1st' ?


the sun is coming up (8am). it's been a few months since i saw the sun in finland, about fuckin time.

i have this idea of doing new kinds of photos, like a new direction, but i have no idea what my motive is. Kev suggested it could be spontaneous, but i believe that to express myself i need to know what i need to express. spontaneity could be essential, yes, but i need to have a clear vision. but it's only forming now, how painful!

holy fuck guns n roses was great. i'm listening to them just now, i can't get over how good they are. also i can't get over thinking how i must be so stuck in the 90's...