my brain would need food because i've become retarded from not using my brain...it's sad. but also very hard to 'wake it up' again once the brain has fallen asleep sort of... it's just sad to see myself 'degenerate' intellectually.

what's important tho is that i feel better again. i have shoot this weekend too, not that i expect a lot, but, i guess shooting is better than not shooting?

and i got 4 CD's in mail today! 4 different bands that i don't know of. and all this from Mark :) very unexpected, he's spoiling me :D