the Baby's home :) my bf picked 5D up from the service center and it should be alright now. it seems to be, too. i feel all cozy having it on my table. maybe all this anxiety and stress the past couple weeks has been a subconscious reaction for not having a cam in the house.

naa, i still fel anxious and stressed sorta. i just visited a chiropractic this morning, so my back is not killing me anymore but i just feel like shit physically and mentally. i tried a friend's nicotine-gum at work and it gave me a headache and made me feel sick. i can't believe it could have such a strong influence, maybe it was like reverse-placebo thing? like if u think it might effect you in a negative way, it does.

a swedish friend, Jonas, is coming over for the weekend, starting this friday. i met him in Gothenburg last year when i was there doing a shoot. it's weird, i wonder if we got anything in common, he's like 19 or so and i think his life is really different from mine. but we got along really well so i invited him over.

i was looking at Nikon F80 prices again... one day i will get it. it's the sexiest cam body ever made, i adore it. i don't have Nikon lenses and don't know if i'd bother to get one for the body, tho, maybe i should, just like 50mm 1.8 or something? i just want to have it in my home, and touch it sometimes. maybe just press the shutter to feel and hear it o_Oooo sounds crazy but damn, if you ever come across it, just try... just press the shutter to focus...then press all the way and u know what i mean. so, i was saying, it's still 290euros... i guess i'll wait a year or two more. i'll have to, in fact. but there's a point after which the price won't drop much. (ps. i know it doesn't look super-impressive in a photo but i'm serious, there's a *reason* why Kodak and Fuji both based their pro DSLR bodies on this one... )