*is dyeing her hair*

in my most recent photo, i have what i think is Eve and her apple. i get comments that it looks more like Lilith. Lilith who? why? of course we have an image of what these fictional characters looked like, but i'm not sure if the comments are based on the looks or her wicked sexy personality that is the center of the photo. she's holding the apple, she's a woman and why should she be innocent and dumbass like we assume Eve was? the bitch wanted an apple, she figured wtf, why are we not supposed to eat from that tree, what kind of a sick game is this???!!! and knowing that all hell would break loose, she took the apple and offered it to Adam who was probably dumbfounded but in the end realised there was a point to it. and how could Adam say no to her anyway?? (assuming she was a hot chick as i depict her). i like to play with the idea that Eve knew what'd happen in the story afterwards, hence the upside down crusifix in the reflection of the apple, it's a crazy twist but ppl need entertainment. but i think really, Eve just wanted to make decision for herself for once and maybe she was bored with Eden and wanted to see wtf would happen if she did eat from that tree. maybe they were on drugs if cannabis also grew in Eden. fuck, i'm throwing a lot of ideas around... i read on Lilith "She is often identified as the first wife of Adam" -Wikipedia. identified by who? artists? she doesn't excist for fuck's sake. the story i am talking about is from the bible and Lilith certainly wasn't with Adam in that one. then again, Lilith is apparently also thought as teh paramour of the devil. i think ppl just like throwing ideas around, matching hot chick characters with other characters, it sounds interesting and gives the stories a nice twist. but she's a fictional character for fuck's sake. if i depicted Lilith i wonder what she'd be like and who, as in who's bitch, lol. women are often valued and rated based on who they're with. but the Lilith thign is so gothic, goths love the idea of an "evil nocturnal creature" that takes the form of a woman. no wonder she's referred to as succubus as well. or the mother of incubus and succubus. christ the amount of the plot twists and versions... whatever.













my menu tonight is microwave hot dogs (they're really good :) ), cranberry finlandia and 2 ciders. i just need to wash the dye off my hair first.

on a side note, the 4th season of the ultimate fighter started! yay.