my bf is trying to justify getting 30inch monitor in the name of working efficiency....*rolls eyes* hell find just any excuse to buy new toys. they need to do a study on a brand in a class of his, and he's in a group with these other foreigners and they're suggesting names like Gillette and such. he'd like to do the study on an american weapons and guns manufacturer...but that would so not pass, who wants to piss of americans? he was milking me for more ideas. a pop idol would be interesting, and i suggested NKOTB (they failed to change their brand when the time came), Moby (is used a lot in commercials and movies - gives an interesting edge to it) and Marilyn Manson (what other brand has their spoken person cutting himself in the public?). the best idea ever was christianity (and it wasn't mine), but i don't think that'll pass either. my final suggestion is smirnoff if all else fails, as that's what i'm drinking right now. i almost miss school.

i got a myspace account just for the sake of having reserved my username. long story. the only good thing about myspace is that i have joe rogan and tito ortiz added to my 'friends' :P Joe's blogs are the best.

i'm a bit depressed again.

i should try set up some shoots... in here and Toronto. whatever, as long as i'd get something done.

Hamilton looks like Gotham City aye?


















*is listening to Queen*
"When the storms are raging round you
Stay right where you are Dont try so hard"
(Don't try so hard)


i finished reading Traci Lords's bio. she is a pretty good writer, interesting enough. it turns out that altho she has this queen of porn image, she only did porn for like 3 yrs, from 15 to 18 or so. and regrets it dearly. throughout the book her message is clear; she wishes she never did that stuff and hopes that everyone would forget about it and appreciate her for her other talents (i probably shouldn't say 'other', suggesting that porn was one of them, but i do so anyway), like singing and acting and DJing and...(the list is long). i'm not saying porn is good for the people who do it, but she on the other hand is trying to assure everyone that it is only and solely BAD. i don't swallow that (no pun intended). not everyone in the business is a runaway teenage druggie. anyway, i have this feeling that she votes for Bush, or republicans in general. just a feeling, she seems pretty conservative, as if trying to make up and prove how anti-porn she is. she seems like a nice person tho, and as said, the book was interesting.

yesterday i got my Pride FC shirt and matching thong in the mail. yay. i'll just show off the shirt tho. booooring.