my bf told me to write my blog so he could read the book he bought today. we went to what was called "world's largest bookstore". i dunno, but i admit it was HUGE. i think he got a sociology book, he decided that the economy and business studies that he's taking, don't have enough sociology aspect in them... there was a whole section dedicated to death so i was a happy camper but modestly only got one book on suicide. i don't want to carry a lot of stuff back with me and it's prolly cheaper online so i will hunt the interesting stuff down from amazon.

we met marcyintellect from dA and a friend of my bf's brother, TJ. i felt like the conversations remained too superficial but i was also too tired and uncaring to try do anything about it. not sure if i could've anyway, but point being that i wil take some of the blame as well.

we went to an italian restaurant for dinner and afterwards got ice cream from the Häagen-Dazs shop round the corner. those places are rare.

i also picked up a nurse outfit from the porn store, i noticed a nice one in the window and satisfied my daily shopping needs all at once. 2 yrs ago, when celebrating halloween in canada, i was dressed as a nun. after nun and nurse i dunno what other cliches do i have left....maybe i better stay away from canada for a while. the nurse uniform is, surprise!, pornish, don't know how i'll find the guts to wear it, i've become such a fuckin wuss.

my bf passed out on the bed, and i'm left to drink the Kahlúa bottle all alone. it's not even 11pm. so much for testing my purchases...hmm

tomorrow he goes back to south carolina and i'm left alone. sort of. i found this guy Dave from online, and he's got a couch i can sleep on for the 2 nights i got left. one day/night i'm spending in rhode island, going there on tuesday morning to meet realitysquared from dA. then i get back, spend a night here and then go back to Hamilton through Buffalo. TJ said that the company i'm flying with, JetBlue, is like the only airline making profit in the states atm. its a hard business to be in right now. they're obviously a cheap airline, but so what makes their business concept so good? that's a long story... but leather seats and 39 TV channels even on short (such as JFK-BUF) flights is quite impressive...

i think i was slightly depressed today. we've had a pretty good time. i dunno. yet, our future remains uncertain. but i'm not sure if that's why i was depressed.

another early morning tomorrow...need to check out by 11. christ. i want to go home. should never say that but...