me and Johan went out with some of my co-workers last night. had a decent night altho we left a bit early at 1am. we're prolly going out again in a couple weeks, this was just a rehersal round.

we slept until 3pm...and the last few hours i had some pretty weirdo dreams that now haunt me. although i'm starting to forget what happened in the dreams, the negative feeling in them stays with me. i'm trying to cheer myself up with positive music.

we got a lot of great movies to watch so the next couple days should be good. but i guess how good the days are really depends on something else, for me anyway. i've been known to get depressed over little things. i should really talk to 'him' today and i don't know how thats going to go and unfortunately i know the results will affect my mood.