the movie last night (the holiday) was utter bs with stereotypical characters and nice romantic holiday shit and a happy ending of course. it was easy to watch no problems there, just empty. yet, i have to give the movie credit because it made me think about my stereotypical bs situation. (which does not have a happy ending i presume). i felt need to contact him and talk some things through but as usual it wasn't really for me to decide when i get this chance. so i'm still waiting.

i'm thinking of getting a new 'toy-cam', which i use for snapshots and videos. this panasonic with leica glass is at the top of my list perhaps. they have newer models that are also 28mm in the wide angle, but it would be so idiotic to get a snapshot cam with 7million pixels. i mean come on! all the new ones have 7. for me, there's a critical line right there. i can live with 6, but 7, no. its just ridiculously too much for my use. 1mp would be enough... another thing that bothers me is that these new cams use SD/MMC cards. i have tons of CF cards, i'd hate to have 2 types of cards lying around. fuck.

after work i'll go meet Johan and later in the evening, if he's up for it, i'm thinking we could join some co-workers who are going out 'for one'. ah, which reminds, Ella is a finnish-swede! she can talk swedish with him! genius!

3 people were hit by a train while trying to move away the body that was hit by a train earlier. 2 police officers and an undertaker. i'm trying to understand how the fuck 3 people manage to get hit by a train. even if they assume there is no train-traffic there at the moment. don't u see or hear the train? any of the 3 people did not see or hear it?? apparently not....but i cannot comprehend it.