after work i went to see Arttu. we had dinner and then got tired and decided to go to sleep. once in bed, i couldn't tho, and i stayed up for 3 or more hours. until i decided to consult a sleeping pill. all the same, i got up at 8 in the morning because i need to go to my dentist today. it's my aunt, thats a plus, the minus is that she is in Porvoo. an hour with a bus. afterwards i'll meet some more relatives possibly, while there that is. but anyway today is pretty much sacrificed. and tomorrow i have to go to work again. i just want a fuckin full day off. to stay in bed or whatever i want. but as i always tell people, its up to yourself and your own priorities....how you manage your time i mean. if u ain't got freetime u have to look in the mirror. and there are exceptions and exceptions, but as a general rule.

so its 9 am and i'm up and thats quite exceptional to begin with.

"Life is a pigsty
And if you don’t know this
Then what do you know?"
Morrissey : Life is a Pigsty

i'm tryin to listen to Therapy? i'm not very familiar with them and decided to give it a try. can't say anything conclusive yet. it ain't love at first sight at least.

"I thought of you tonight
In simple twists and turns
Incarcerated here
I'm handcuffed to your world
Your innocence is cruel
Coquettish and arcane
But I need it all the same"
Therapy? : Moment of Clarity