so i was at the dentist. zero cavities. i should've caught this trip on video, it might've been nice. i always totally forget i have a video cam. i should remember it at all times. i haven't shot anything suitable for the internet since i got back from canada. theres lot of little clips from parties or whatever but they're kind of inside-fun or people talking (about personal stuff or without the knowledge of being videographed, so i can't publish it). there's one set of video clips from Sysmä though. i always refer to Sysmä as a horrible little village, an example of a little boring no-life stupid almost-town. apparently Sysmä is not so bad, and there are many places just like it, but i have these issues...childhood traumas...whatever... maybe i'll put those clips together to get Sysmä represented in youtube. and maybe its there already! i might be underestimating Sysmä's importance and interestingness. the only way i could imagine Sysmä get represented anywhere is because its so horrible but i know other people think differently *shrugs* fuck now i really have to find those video clips. its really just some seconds of footage from a car (who would want to step out of the car there?), but it totally gives the idea. i think.

a few more hours and i could knock myself out again, i think i should aim for ...like 10 hours of sleep as i have work tomorrow. so what to do? i have all these fuckin movies and videos... but i get all anxious thinking about them. i don't want to look at my emails either, because i don't reply to them all the same. and i'm almost allergic to dA. Tetris is an option i guess.

<@Headknocker> what happens when 5 emos sit in a square room?
<@Headknocker> one dies because he has no corner to cry in :D
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a couple co-workers started dating, not officially yet i think, but anyway. i was surprised to find this out, hadn't really thought of them as an 'item'. lots of dating and shit going on there lately, i am just wondering if this was always the case and i just didn't know about it until now or is there like an active phase going on or what. all the same i'm always happy to hear the gossip.