i spent saturday and sunday running around in snowy fields freezing my ass off. when even my socks in my boots where full of snow and when i couldn't feel my fingers holding the camera while standing in the snow that was up to my knees, i thought to myself the photo better be fuckin good. in the search for the perfect scene i had to go all the way in the middle of nowhere. where it was white and flat and desolate.

after returning from the freezer i ran to him and spent the night warming up.

aaand today back to work where it was busy as hell. it was that time of the month...when we cut off services from customers that haven't paid their bills.
"why the fuck is my internet not working - AGAIN??!!"
"why the fuck haven't you paid your bills - again?"
no i don't use the word 'fuck' when speaking to customers. but its pretty effective even without it.














weekend sights.

now. i've been wondering how come people (in their cars) so often get killed in railway crossings. like...how does it happen? if you were piss drunk and unlucky i could understand it. but the rest? every week in read from the news that someone crashed with a train in a railway crossing. they're considered superdangerous (railway crossings). this is one of my pet peeves. i cannot understand it. u see there's a railway crossing, you slow down, you look both directions and cross the thing, takes maybe 3 seconds. how do u get hit by a train? since it sounds so impossible, but yet it happens like ALL the time, it must be one of those laws of nature. if you cross it, you will die! no logic there, thats just the way it is. i figured i'd find out. it had me going so curious. the whole trip last weekend i was anxiously waiting for us to come across a railway crossing. and we did! i hoped that my camera would survive the crash to tell the rest of the world how it *really* happens without u acknowledging it. however, it turns out no train ever came.



so, i remain baffled and bothered by this whole 'get surprised (and killed) by a train in a railway crossing -concept. could someone install a video cam at one, or a couple, one showing the car and 2 others shooting in both directions?