i'm not happy with the Eurovision-contenders that we have to choose from. its like we're going back to the europop-shit which never worked for us to begin with. its not about winning, because i'm sure we could never reproduce that, but we oughta have a representative that plays something we like. something we are good at. any of the bands i don't listen to are fine; Sonata Arctica, Stratovarius, Kotiteollisuus, Nightwish, Apocalyptica.... i don't really care as long as its something on the heavy-side. it would make me feel like we are true to ourselves.

i have now started taking photos of me and him, its a sign hes part of my life and i want to record that part.

zombie-feeling although i think its been 15minutes since my caffein-intake.

yea now its been 15 minutes for sure. :(

*is listening to J.Karjalainen : Doris*