after the initial joy over a good sleep i have fallen desperate again. i can pull through the next 4 days knowing i have a vacation coming up, but i'd rather disappear for a while. from myself, even. i have this beginning of an end feeling.

i guess i'll go pick the phone up and then go to sleep. i terminated my landline contract starting beginning of july. so i have a couple months to switch, i suppose i can pull it off. i'm also looking for to switch my bank. i've been pissed at Nordea for a couple years now.














a heart on a plate. a photo from 2003 or something.