Losing

i started watching Biggest Loser 3, Australia. reality tv might get picked on a lot for being ...whatever, but if this makes me happy, then im just watching it :) ive said it before, but seeing people change their lives for the better is so amazing for me, seeing them get happier, liking themselves more and more. gets a smile on my face. thats what i need right now. positive energy. need to get my shit together. gonna start with a shower and good dinner.

so im going to Lahti tomorrow instead.

i should really finish my book.