thinking of bringing another computer into my life

The Auteurs is a promising social community for fans of movies. its heavy on the artsy side, but i think u can find pretty much everythig there. rate, and watch some as well. the availability of alternative and low-budget independent stuff is VERY welcome. but the smooth and nicely 'editored' UI is my fav, gotta love it.

before moving i want to shoot a few more photos. the one i already shot the night before my trip - it requires re-shooting, some things need to be fixed. even then, i dont know whre ill publish it, since it very PG-18 material...  the kind of stuff that a lot of people really think is too explicit to be artistic. the whole 'artistic' thing is not a problem, i never cared, but it is just crossing a limit kind of thing...  we'll see. and then there is a bunny i heard of, very cute flop, i wanna take his portrait. and then there is Elina, Otto's gf. and one more female friend that ive talked to about shooting.

i just ordered a new wallet from Etsy. now i sit and wait for it to arrive...:P the old is is falling into pieces cos its plastic.

i have also been thinking about this computer situation, with Arttu of course. he made me face the reality that SUPERPUPU is not designed to be moved around :( its not just the move to Istanbul, but i will probably have to move in there too, once or twice or more. so its a lot of weight, trouble and risk of  breaking her. but my MINIPUPU is mini indeed, not for longtime use. the only option seems to be a new laptop. it could be heavier/large, i wouldnt need to move it around much. the technical specifications are quite important however. and this brings me to the real issue which is that i dont have money to buy a goddamn computer! even the used ones that somewhat meet my expectations are still quite expensive. not saying theyre not worth a few hundred, but i just dont have a few hundred extra. so i am facing the task of finding a decent computer cheap. dont know how that is possible. i have 2+ weeks. lets get started then?

for a moment i was worried about SUPERPUPU and how horrible it would feel to send her in a storage, but Arttu said he could take her, as a part of his large computer/server family. of course i wonder how she will fit in and like it there, im thinking it might be a competitive surrounding, but Arttu believes she will be fine, the athmosphere should be nice. and he would hook it up so i could connect to her from Istanbul. its almost the same as being physically there. for her i think it is - if im logged in my distance is unimportant.
 

i exchanged a few words with mr Jekyll/Hyde and mentioned looking a flat of course. he knows someone who might be changing flats in Istanbul. and i happen to know this flat well. that one room contains a lot of memories. it has Jekyll/Hyde written all over it...  how ironic. unbelievably so. u would think id want to stay away from that. and i do... but im quite practical too. and i do love irony, the thought of living in that room....  its just one big LOL. but i can create new memories in it. i would. but well, its just one option, who knows where i end up.