moving my hand closer

yesterday we drove to Sile. had coffee, waterpipe and dinner etc. enjoyed the scenery.

in the evening we dropped off Arttu at my place and went to Capa. Arttu wanted to work during the day today so i just made my way home and now we plan to go to Taksim.

last night we bonded a lot with the doctor, it was good. i am always interrogating him on everything in his past. his first memory. childhood friends. school. girlfriends. mother. brothers. every scar. study habits in school. all of it. it gives me the perception that i know him better... know what im dealing with. what is this person about. and of course then i imagine i am able to tell the possible future scenarios too. its so hard for me to build real trust in someone.