getting reatrded for the weekend

the coming weekend i should be going to this introductory course for a program called keharikaveri which i would freely translate as retardpal. they use the word retard in a very relaxed manner, its a cool project in which they look for people that are willing to 'be friends with' disabled people that need a bit of company. help too perhaps, going to handle bank issues or something, but mainly just spending time like people normally do, go to movies etc.

i figure i have a few hours here and there to give to someone. i look forward to it. but tomorrow and sunday... i don't look forward to waking up at 9am. the courses also last all day. i might have trouble surviving. if i'll try wuss out in the morning, F will kick me out of the bed. and door.

ive been bored i guess cos ive added stuff in the right panel of the blog. slideshow of photos tagged "bunny" on Flickr, my Google reader shared items, my StumbleUpon favorite pages... *shrugs*

Luis Vutton open a shop in Helsinki. totally unnecessary. i understand buying good quality, but this stuff is beyong that as we know... it makes absolutely no sense. why pay hundreds for a skirt, unless your, no offence intended, a retard? or want to brag with the money that enables you to buy it? pathetic. its not really my loss if every haute couture and overpriced design business shoves themselves in finland, but i am not appreciating it much.

Vanilla Ice was arrested for domestic violence - again. well. whatever. and the newspaper found it newsworthy to report (a few days ago) that "New Kids on the Block will not be changing their name". oh? well it wouldnt be a comeback if they did, would it? Backstreet BOYS is not much smarter of a name for men that are older than me... well i am sitting tightly looking forward to see if Jordan has had a facelift and if i fall in love with him all over again ;) (not due to facelift, mind ya).

ive bought a few clothes items on eBay. see, being broke does not mean i would give up on addictively trying to buy new clothes. its a bad habit though, not even funny, a smaller amount of clothes would be quite sufficient, i dont appreciate extensive consuming (in materia). however we all have our problems and for now im stuck with a 'buying shit' problem. i dont feel huge amounts of guilt about it, there has to be a balance with knowing u do wrong and killing yourself over it. i dont think its anywhere near possible to save this globe from us, by ourselves, and i dont want to speed it up too much, but if i do speed it up just like all my neighbours, well like i said no need to kill myself over it. anyhow i got some pantyhose and stockings stuff... they always seem too expensive in the store and somehow i manage to break them SO FAST... they totally are not worth the euros most of the time. yet if i wear skirts...well, its hard to get by without something to cover my legs?(most of the year). and i got a couple skirts and shirts.

this shirt had a denim collar, sorta 80s... but i bought it with the intention of cutting the collar off. which it looks like i did. but without the sturdy fabric, the neckline is now all over the place...err, i dont need it to be THAT open. not that i care, never did, but it doesnt fit the idea of the shirt and my babes do look unnecessarily huge. need to ask if Tiitta could do something about it.