IMPORTANT - just joking

sending notes/emails with the subject "IMPORTANT!" is not a good idea. i have issues. like teenagers. i will prolong reading those on purpose. what would make me read a message immediately? how about writing the SUBJECT?! if it is important, to me..., i shall read it no doubt.

the mail brought me a lot of clothes today. been shopping online again... jeans, jeans skirts, tops, sweaters... they were mostly sold as a bundle so i just thought id check it out. many nice pieces there, me happy.

ive had several dreams where i was on my way home, my childhood home. with bus, or foot. from school, or a store nearby that was not there... while dreams are 99% shit that i saw or thought about during the day, reoccurring themes do make u think. why... is there something i should or could do?

often before i fall asleep i think of stuff... more important things than i write here :) not that i couldnt write some, but when im in bed, next to him, i just stay there. that didnt need to be so, i should get up sometimes. i have been trying to wake up by 10 on work days...but it is not working out well. it just wasn't meant to be? thats what i always thought, and didnt think there would be a day that id wanna change. maybe i dont, really? im trying to work around this...work, i mean, and F coming 'home' after 5. i need to work before that pretty much.