i did get a grip on myself today and reply tons of emails and stuff, and contacted some of the models i'm supposed to shoot around here... but i'm still upset with myself for dwelling on stupid shit (mentally, emotionally).

nokia 6100 travelled with me all the way here, but with it i just brought a reaaally old nokia charger...only to find out it only eats 230V. neat. i might go and get myself a new charger that plugs in here, but Kev had a sony ericsson (...) he got from thailand so i don't really have to i guess. its just embarrasing to touch a sony ericsson. and the user interface is hebrew to me. i put my sim card in and found a message sent to me last week. a friend finally woke up next to the guy she's in love with (sounds easy but they had some obstacles in the way...that's how all great love stories 'begin' aye?). i'm really happy for her, he seems cool.

i was wondering why i feel so lonely... and realized that it must be cos i'm not chatting with kev anymore. he's downstairs so i can just talk to him. is there irony in this? maybe i should just chat instead to feel less lonely? yea i'll do that.

i think i'll feel lonely anyway, it's not just that.

canada; the promised land of smoke tasting and mushroom filled foods.

Tony and me won the company's photography club photo contest. the theme was 'best summer memory' and we figured we'll remind people what the best summer memories are really made of! as seen below. model is Tiitta.












the contest photos were published on the company intranet photo gallery and someone anynomous (of course) was furious because in their opinion the ass is manipulated!! christ! it's almost like...robbing a bank isn't it???!! someone call the cops, they MANIPULATED A PHOTO!!1111 and fyi, the ass is NOT manipulated, i guess some idiots find it hard to comprehend that a chick can really have that nice and smooth of an ass. she does, trust me i know. maybe the conservative critical viewer is actually a female whose jealous that someone has a smooth ass. either way, some people just really don't have a life.

[for the record, we won a gift card to a ticket agent. we like going to those fight events so now we get to go for free :) ]