not sure if washing skin with clorox is the right thing to do but my red hair dye is everywhere... its been a while since i used red and its ability to stain is stunning. u get it somewhere and it stays. rubbing alcohol works too. but despite all the efforts i wonder if this is smart. we'll see how the hair looks and let it decide.

last night i went out with the airport guy. we went to see Kauko Röhkä who played in a club downtown. he wants to see me again and i said okay. but i'm not sure if thats a good idea, i didn't manage to verbally communicate that i'm not interested, and things seem to be heading...dunno, i mean, he wants to see me again... i think it just gets really fucked if i do. also i don't think i should be writing about him anymore, even if i never gave him name it just doesn't feel appropriate anymore.

last night i watched Beck: revenge. i feel wrong watching swedish shit. but i like Beck :(

i just remembered i'd been setting up a shoot for tomorrow. *calls model* yea, so that's tomorrow afternoon. its this nice looking guy that wrote me a couple months back, i think i'll just try some portrait shots... see what happens.

2pm and i still haven't picked my clothes for tonight.