yea okay, so i'm missing him. i'm feeling it. but so far i'm handling it too. i don't know what 'handling it' means tho...except for 'i'm not crawling back'. well, i mean like i'm not super miserable, it could be worse. i'll get over it.

he sent me an sms. this is not helping me to get over it :( i know he doesn't want me to either, but i have to.