a bit much of everything

House episodes are interesting and too exciting. uh huh. made me cry. i obviously need more sleep. i dont cry much unless im depressed/anxious/very tired and stressed.

F called me. he is having a good time in Warszawa. his smily voice made me happy.

im trying to watch "Teeth". its over the top, a 16yr old girl who supposedly does not know what it looks like down there, i dont think she even dares to wash herself? and, yes, theres teeth, so rapists get what they deserve... and so does the gynecologist who puts 4 (FOUR) fingers inside her at first time.

an old classmate/friend i havent seen in 11 yrs wrote me in facebook. ill be interested to know what is going on with her, her profile does nto yet really tell much.

on the trip i saw tentacle porn. first u think oh yea yea... tentacles...porn...right. but no, it really was some of the weirdest shit ive ever seen. i did surely not watch the whole thing, a few clips here and there give just enough of an idea, and after that its old. so, tentacles. i figured the suction cups must not be nice, and as always me right, but im not interested in suffering so fast forward. the tentacle stuff the 2 girls did, especially with a powerdrill (...)...i was amazed for once. then there was the part where they stomped the octopus while it was still alive, horrible, animal cruelty -> fast forward. so, that was something. just for the curiosity i suggest checking a few seconds. but it is animal cruelty so i dont think its cool. Mark told me hes worked with octopuses years ago, on an island in Galway. they get to recognize people and if your friends, you can hug them underwater. thats so cute, i wish i could cuddle with octopuses. here's a PG-rated photo of the video. copyrighted, yes, but lets hope no one cares.













one of the good things when i came home was the mail. id bought myself a new wallet from etsy, i decided to go for something simple this time. by piecesofkandee.etsy.com













i also got these purses, the smaller for my video viewer because the screen is suffering scratches without any protection, and the bigger is just a wristlet, for party or something, when a purse is too much :) great handcraft by simplesweetcakes.etsy.com


















and then there was this bun pendant... hand painted and sealed. on wood, think. thats serious bunnage!
by ttgart.etsy.com














an email:
"HI,my name's Sebastian XXXX,a while ago(6:00 a.m,Sunday,here in > Chengdu[China])I was looking for pix to download n'put up in my profile > at Jango[music thaaang]when I caught a sight of "Grand Piano" which > really got my attention,, Congrats ,loved it,,,and I thought your name > was pretty cool too,,well anyways I was going to ask U,if I could use it > [I usually download whatever I want,but there's never ever anyone there > to account for,,n' since I saw in the deviant page the actual proof of > the work's Maker[YOU!]I'd thought it'd be proper to ask]]]]you dont need > to answer me if you dont want to,I wont put it anyways without any tipe > of ok.[morse code?],and I also wanted to mention that having read that > bit on your trip,well,I'm from Buenos Aires,studying Mandarin here in > China,and will be going for holidays to Bs.As in XXX[XXth,,XXth my > birthday(40)...WHO CARES!!!]and then returning here in September to > continue my studies,if you haven't been there before,maybe oneday I > could show you around town,AND IT'S NOTTTT A PICK UP LINE OK?AND I;M > NOT A PSYCHO![MULTI-POLAR maybe...but that's not TOO bad,is it?hahh]I > also have a very good photographer friend[haven't seen her for a year or > so,but she's there!]and other places or people to see.Forgive my > "intrusion",,,Keep up the GREAT WORK!You're very talented and seem like > a very sweet Being as well,,,oh,by the way....ClockWorkOrange is also > One of my favorites[the ambience,apart from the story..totally KICKS > BUTT!!] BYEBYE TSK"

translation please, my head aches? no offense to you Sebastian, i know people are different, and like everyone else you will receive a nice email from me. ill just take another day to try read it without a headache and then get back to you :) i know its horrible to publish before replying!