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why are there so many parties...goddammit... arrrrgh. fuck. i know...its the time of the yr, before christmas... but nevertheless, it makes my heart bleed to miss a party. and trying to catch 2 in 1 night is really hard.

damn. fuck.

and i want that cute small laptop that Marianne has. in pink or black. miss R and i canceled our plans for a trip in december so it actually gives me a tiny chance for the laptop. of course, life would be easier if i didnt spend so much, but who wants life easy?

tomorrow is my first day at work. at 6pm im already looking at the time, wondering when i should go to sleep to manage it...