silence of home

the world is quiet now. landing blocked my ears (with excruciating pain as a sidekick) and they stayed that way. all in all that was a horrible fuckin flight. everything aching, tired, weak, head being a mess, freezing at times. i dunno if its H1N1 or not, but its kicking my ass around for sure. do i have to lock myself inside, away from the civilization for the rest of the week?

if H1N1, i certainly picked the best place to spread it, a central european busy airport. cheers, jenni.

tomorrow i woud love to go to a grocery store regardless of everything. i need nutrition.