same old

my stress levels are way too high... and stressing over how to relax is not helping.

the fancy iphone is not helping either. i got the all too familiar 'no service' message again today. changing sim card still helps, so im trying very hard to remain hopeful that its just a shitty sim issue. but i think last time it started the same way. plus the vodafone sim does of course work in an old phone Nokia of mine, but i read something about new phones being oversensitive...

im really loosing my hope here. im thinking of just switching permanently to this Nokia 1110 and moving to the mountains. growing my own potatoes. but maybe just the Nokia.